Painless

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The sun is bright
And I am happy
But also I'm not
I am lonely

Things I want aren't mine
Things I have are beautiful
I can't explain
What I don't know

My feelings are weird
Is it healing?
It's a pool of mixed thoughts
I don't know what to feel

It isn't bad
It isn't relieving
It's painless
Numb

Is it healing?
Am I healing?
Will I ever be myself
Instead of this empty shell of flesh?

What am I feeling
The day is bright
And I am alone
And I am hopeful

It's painless
I'll get through it
With no one staying with me
As I am alone

It's painless
I'll fight through it
With a glowing soul
As I am hopeful

It's painless
Numb
I'm feelings nothing
Is it healing?

Am I healing?

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