We had a new seating arrangement.
I now sit next to you.
I thought you might have liked me, too.
We've texted before so I guess that I thought
That the spark of hope was spreading.
That you might have been feeling butterflies
I know I did.
Did.
I guess maybe you're that way to everyone
I guess maybe you're just attention grabbing.
You don't think anyone's special
If you do, it clearly isn't me
You probably just texted me because you were bored
It's funny how I can start a converse with you via text
But around other boys you talk with them
I guess a relationship isn't what you want
Fine
I'll just wait
For you or someone else
I respect that
But it did leave me for a moment with distaste,
Then hopelessness,
The numb
It's been an hour since this happened but still I feel it
So I will stop texting you
Unless you text me first
I will still like all your posts
But I will make a mental note
That girls maybe perfect with you online
But not think twice about you otherwise.
YOU ARE READING
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