The Fault In Our Symphony

8. Clean

"Stop holding your head down." I said

"I'm not.",

"Well stop your irritating me"

"I'm sorry love I didn't mean to don't get mad you don't want to upset them."

"Its okay. I'm not angry."

"Good." He said taking my hand as we walked in downtown Japan.

We had come home because I wanted to be close to my mom and dad. Plus I wanted my children to experience life here too.

"Kaori you hungry or do you want to go home?"

"I'd like to go home. I'm just tired."

"Okay come on let's head home."

Home in definition to me was wherever Kousei was.

We went home and I sat down on the couch. I was tired and Kousei sat beside me. He was really protective.

I wasn't ready at all for this mom thing. At least I had 4 more months to figure it out.

Me and Kousei were driving all our friends insane about what we were having but we knew already.

Most of the time I just stayed home. I didn't like to get out much so I stayed where I was most of the time.

I decided to admit defeat and crawl in bed.

Tsubaki had a daughter last month and named her Autumn.

I was kinda happy and Tsubaki had already start teaching me a few things about being a mom.

In December we had our babies. We named our son Dallas Dakota Arima and our daughter Rose Emilia Arima we didn't care what names they had as long as we had them. I bopped Dallas' nose and he smiled at me.

Kousei was holding Rose. Dallas seemed to prefer Kousei over me but whenever he  was upset we swapped and I softly soothed him as he cried. 

About a few days later we were allowed to take our family home. I stopped by my parents and my mom smiled at Rose and Dallas.

My dad smiled too. He hugged me and I hugged back as I handed him Dallas he smiled at him and Dallas reached for his hat. Which I gently set his hand down to tell him no.

Rose was crying so I handed my dad a bottle when he was holding her to give to my crying girl.

"Sorry Kaori but she was cuter than you kiddo."

"Yep these two have two adorable people for parents." My mom said holding little 3 day old Dallas as he was fighting sleep struggling to keep his eyes open.

We stayed for a bit to visit. As Kousei and Dad tried to take care of the two but failed so mom and me took over.

Rose cooed at me and Dallas smiled at mom. I kissed their heads and they fell asleep. Finally we decided it was time to take them home. I strapped Rose in and Kousei got Dallas.

When we got home we set the two sleeping babies in their cribs upstairs in Kousei's old room and me and him slept in the room across.

I laid down tired and exhausted.

About 5 am I heard crying and got up to fetch both crying babies.

I had Rose and Kousei had Dallas.

Rose cooed at me and I kissed her tiny head. She yawned and fell asleep in my arms. Dallas did the same.

Kousei smiled and whispered "This was so worth it."

I smiled back as I looked at little Dallas, my son sleeping in my husbands arms.

Dallas looked like me and Rose looked like Kousei. I smiled at them when they slept.

I couldn't help but smile at them when they cooed or smiled or slept because they were adorable.

Rose was our little girl and Dallas was our little boy. We were thankful to have them. When they were born I kissed their heads and told them that they were my treasures.

We hadn't had any complications in my pregnancy or at birth so we were good.

I was relived that it was finally over but kinda sad because I missed my little kickers.

They were so cute when they slept and Kousei was too. Maybe they picked that up from him.

I was thankful. Today was the happiest day of my life and I fell asleep thinking about all the adventures we would have.

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Hi guys what did ya think of the names? These characters were dear to me so I named them what I would name my kids if I had any Rose and Dallas.

And I thought that gave tons of excess fluff now they're is a reason why this I called the fault in our symphony for one reason that....well I'm not gonna spoil it.

Life is hard I'm just warning ya its no picnic.

Till next time see ya

Song :Clean by Taylor Swift

-AMHero4Life