Throughout my life, words have been everything. I write with them to ease my own mind and also use them to comfort others.
The title is very much reflective of the time during which I wrote these. Hazyfantazy, a nickname given to me by friends a...
Crushing sensation, of emptiness Feeling too much, yet no sense of what that is Like a vice around my head, wanting to go tighter I look for some kind of solace, some peace but None can be found.
Rationalise the feeling, make sense of it, diagnose it No possible, is the response, from my ever confusing mind Does it do this on purpose? Trying to be difficult Or is it because I allow it, give it free reign to rule over me this way.
Me, hah! Well that's a joke right there Because surely my mind is me and vice versa But why is it that sometimes I feel like they are on opposing sides Battling against each other for control Yet neither fully gaining it.
To some this may sound awful, oh dear, are you okay? Yea sure, I'm fine, this is normality for me I'm getting used to it, not to worry, tomorrow is another day.
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