I'm fine I tell you.
It's okay I tell you.
I don't care I tell you.
But I'm just not fine,
I tell you I'm fine when I'm actually breaking inside
When my heart is filled with vacancy
I try to feel, but nothing.
Another time, pain feels better than emptiness
But I can't even feel the pain
So numb, broken
Trying to mend my shattered parts
just trying with no luck.
It's not okay.
I tell you it's okay but I'm just tired
tired of showing emotions
tired of standing up for myself
tired of explaining myself
So I tell you it's okay
just hoping for some rest
a break from everything
But it seems too much to ask.
I do care.
