I find myself thinking about my afterlife
Am I good enough for the heavens or bad enough for hells?
I know I don't follow my religion as I'm supposed to
I doubt and question it's rules sometimes
I have my fair share of sins
But I'm just a mere human being after all
I'm no perfect, I have my flaws
I admit it
But God is merciful
and knows what my heart holds
I've never intentionally hurt others
never caused them pain, not physically nor emotionally
I mind my own business
and try to help others in ways I can
Is this not good enough for the heavens?
Isn't my heart pure enough?
Do I deserve to rest in peace or suffer from the tortures of hell?
