Just Us-[a shoey fanfiction]

Chapter 13: Your escape

[JOEYS POV]

After Shane picked me up, drove us back to his place, and got to his bedroom, I set all my bags down in his bedroom, it was a pretty big room, so my bags wouldn't take up too much space.

I took my toothbrush out of my bag and brushed my teeth. I then got into my boxers and laid down next to Shane, who was already in bed.

I cuddled up next to him and he was stroking my hair right when he started talking.

"So what's gonna happen to you...like, with your whole mom situation and everything?" Shane asked

I sighed and looked up at the ceiling, which had a few tiny air bubbles, I'm assuming from when they painted his room. I always looked at those little air bubbles when I was in his bed.

"I don't really know" I replied

"I mean, you can stay here for as long as you need, for forever, I'm just a little worried, because your aunt is probably going to tell your mom and I just don't want her to hate me for knowing that you ran away because of me" Shane said

"Don't worry, who cares if she hates you. She probably hates me just as much" I shook my head negatively, "I need her to leave me alone. Like you don't even understand. She ruins my life all the time" I told him

He grabbed my hand and our fingers innertwined.

"What do you mean? What does she do exactly?" he asked me

"She's been an alcoholic since I was around 8 or 9, and ever since then she would always leave me. She would go to rehab, then come back, then fight with Nicole, which is why Nicole and Jett don't live with me here, they live with my real dad. After all that, she would eventually leave to go back to rehab. So not only is her alcoholic problem an issue for me, but she's never around. Before I met you Shane, I literally had no one. Like I would only talk to my step dad and Nicole from time to time. And on top of all that, she came back from rehab and hates me for my sexuality" once I said that last part all the tears I was trying so goddamn hard to hold back, started to fall down

Shane wipped the tears away with his finger, and then kissed my forehead

"She ruins my life when she's not around, and when she is around. I can't avoid her. It's impossible" I said, wipping a tear that had rolled down my cheek

"Do you feel better when you're with me?" Shane asked me

"Of course. Like a ton" I said

"Well then, let me be your escape from her and reality in general. I want you to feel happy when you're with me, twenty four fucking seven" he told me, then reached for my hand and kissed it. "I want you to forget about everything, about your problems, your mom, school, everything. I want to make you the happiest man ever Joey, and I'll try everything I possibly can to do so." 

I rested my head on his chest and after a few minutes we laid in silence. I began listening to his heart beat and eventually I think Shane fell asleep. Which I totally don't blame him for, considering it was 3:00 a.m. and we had school tomorrow. I fell asleep shortly after as well.

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I DONT KNOW WHAT THIS CHAPTER IS BUT I WANTED TO UPDATE SO YEAH..

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