Just Us-[a shoey fanfiction]

Chapter 6: Pure love

[SHANES POV]

Joey and I were sitting across from eachother on my kitchen table and we talked for a while, and talked about us.

"So, do you think we should tell everyone? Like at school and all" Joey asked holding my hands 

"Yeah, I mean...we don't necessarily have to anounce anything. People would just see and know, and to be quite honest, a lot of people already knew I liked you, Joey, so it wouldn't be a surprise. I think we should just tell our parents by now" I told him

"Right. I mean it's not like my stepdad would really get impacted...and don't even get me started on my mom.." he said sadly

"Why? What's wrong?" I asked genuinely concerned

"Can we go in your room? I'd rather talk there..." he said

"Okay," I got up and held his hand to my room and we both sat down on my bed

He took a deep breath, then began speaking, "Well, you see, Shane, my stepdad doesn't really care about me..I mean he loves me and all, but there's never been that true father son connection between us. And for my mom...well she" he paused

I grabbed his hands tighter, comforting him making him know that I was there for him.

"She has a serious alcohol problem. She's hardly ever home either. She's at rehab a lot...so I don't even think anything I do matters to her" he said upsetly and I started to see tears form in his eyes

I didn't say anything back, I just pulled him into a hug, me trying to be his escape...a solution to all his problems.

At that moment he actually started crying..a lot. I guess this whole thing really bothers him.

"I just--" he paused and sniffled for a few seconds in between sentences, "I wish my mom could be there for me, or atleast make me breakfast, or greet me every now and then. She's never home. It's like I don't mean anything to her" 

I had my arms around him but then moved on of my hands to his head, rubbing, trying to make him feel better. 

"Joey...I'm truly sorry to hear about this, I would've never expected someone like you to have such an issue, and I know that I can't change what has happened, but if there's one thing I can do, it's comfort you and help you out during these situations..." I told him, I then lifted his chin up with my hand and kissed him

"If there's anything you need Joey, don't hesitate" I added

After that we both layed down, his head once again on my chest. I turned the tv on with the remote and we watched tv for a while. Just enjoying eachothers' presence. 

[JOEYS POV]

I was laying there on Shane's chest, his arm around me, keeping me close to him, and it was right there where I realized how lucky I was to have someone like Shane. I knew right in that moment that Shane would never hurt me, and that I should be thankful for him. With that kept in my mind, I moved up to his face and began kissing him.

I didn't feel that same scared feeling I felt yesterday, I felt like I was ready to do anything with Shane, especially after everything he's done for me. 

We continued kissing and shortly after both our tongues were exploring eachothers' mouths. Shane layed me down and he was on top now, he broke the kiss by kissing all over me, my cheeks, my ears, my forehead, and slowly moved his way down to my neck. He reached a soft spot that caused me to moan softly and he stayed there, kissing it for a while which I knew would leave a mark. 

Our lips reconnected and after a while of just kissing I began tugging at his shirt, indicating that I wanted it off, now. He listened to what I was trying to tell him and took his shirt off, following with taking my shirt off right after. He began kissing my neck again, and then moved down to collar bone. 

He then slowly started kissing down my chest, repeating what he was doing yesterday..although this time I wasn't going to tell him to stop.

"Are--you--okay Joey?" he asked in between kisses

"Mhm" I tried speaking without releasing any moans

"Do you want--me to--move on?" he asked again

"Yes.. please" I said underneath my breath, trying to contain a few moans trapped in my throat

After my permission he slowly started unzipping my jeans, leaving me in my boxers. He pulled them down slightly and kissed my V-line, which caused me to moan softly outloud. My moaning was almost like an indicator for him to keep going, and with that he pulled my boxers down completely. He then started kissing my V-line again right before taking me into his mouth.

My head was thrown back onto his pillows, one of my hands was gripping the bedsheets while the other was on his head, telling him to not stop. He kept going and going as I continued moaning. It was like nothing I've ever felt before, hormone raging, leading up to a warm feeling down below.

"Sh-Shane, I- I think I'm going to-" I tried speaking, but it was so hard because all that wanted to come out were moans

He kept going, as if I never said anything and right after that, I came into his mouth, letting out the loudest moan I've released that entire time.

He swallowed pretty much everything and shortly after that I decided I should return the favor, so I did. I layed him down, so that I was ontop now, and I took his pants off, following with his boxers, so now he was completely naked. I repeated everything he did to me and once he came, I knew that we were both tired and pretty much done. I layed down next to him, and he pulled the covers on top of us, covering everything except our faces. 

[SHANES POV]

We were both there, cuddling next to eachother completely naked, and his eyes were closed, as if he was going to fall asleep. I kissed his forehead and he opened his eyes, kissing my lips.

We kissed eachother for a few minutes, no tongue, nothing, except pure love. It wasn't like any other time we kissed where it was going to lead up to something sexual, it was just love. I pulled away and kissed his forehead again, bringing his head closer to my chest, because I knew how much he loved having me as his personal pillow. 

We closed our eyes and slowly fell asleep.

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[A/N] Damn. Scandyyy amirite. Hoped you enjoyeddd!