His feelings, Shayne's feelings. He held his daughter as she drank her formula. He was deep into his thoughts. He was ow a married man but he couldn't stop these thoughts from coming into his mind. His feelings were too, mixed and confusing.
Ever since Courtney left, Shayne has been feeling completely empty. Yeah sure, he had his wife and his daughter, but without Courtney in his life, everything was boring and dull. He wanted a real reason to smile and laugh, he came to realize that only Courtney could make him do that for real.
When he was with his wife, he felt somewhat happy and loved, but not compared to Courtney. He felt bad for his wife, she was always there by his side and did everything to make him happy and pleased. But, he never returned those feelings to her, he tried, but just couldn't. He founded himself neglecting his wife over and over, not being able to stop himself.
When Courtney was still in Califriona, he founded himself to be in a sugar rush called euphoria that every person felt when they were excited. He founded himself feeling jealousy every time a guy would talk to her, including her own boyfriend. He hated when Courtney would decline his calls or ignore his text messages. He loved when Courtney did little things for him. He loved everything about Courtney, he never viewed her as a little sister, but something more.
But, she'd never come back, so he'd have to fall in love with his wife before he completely stops loving her.
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