you've been gone for awhile now, in fact it's been 7 months. my stomach feels nauseous. i don't want to admit this but i have this overwhelming fear that i miss you. i want you to touch me again and kiss me again. my lips haven't conversed with another's since you left and they're starting to feel lonely. sometimes i wish you had never come into my life and other times i'm so grateful you did even if it was just for a small period of time. i know i should have let you go months ago, but apart of me is afraid of what will happen if i do. at times it feels like you're still here and i'm scared if i don't allow myself to think about all of those moments we had i'm going to forget. forget your smell, your touch, your face. i'm terrified that i'm going to have to accept the fact that i'm alone; i'm all alone.
-kenzie
YOU ARE READING
numb.
Poetrythese are the words inside my head that i sometimes just need to get out. and hopefully you enjoy reading them
