''Us and Them''

*went back in time*

I listened to thi song which evoked the feelin of nostalgia which btw for the first time have i ever got what it really is. it kinda took me back in time....... the odd sudden realization i got of what and how i used to be vs into what ive transformed -ze metamorphosis!

Previously i used to be like ''you be rude to me nd i wont even complain while id just forgive ya nd let it go like nothing really happened, and u end up in believing how so innocent nd down to earth i am'' But now im like ''pinch me nd ill smack ya hard twice after clumsily fallin on the ground (from a standin posture to a sittin one) nd lettin ya laugh on ma idisyncrasies''...... Oh well garfy!

well the next song youtube auto-played has got ze perfectly relatable title:

Also ive learned this thing that in life whenever situation gets worse, the next moment u realize that u just leapt through time! like exactly it happens with me. Its just a matter of time cinnamon! Also when we make plans, we just wait nd hope for em to come to reality. But either we end up makin new plans or proceedin with the former one! 

Another thing my fren, is that, facin the reality is much better than lettin lose! it's too much of a cliche ikr. Its hard af nd i have often found me rummagin through alternatives but there's no other way around to it nd im still strugglin to stand face to face with ma weaknesses.

*sighs* i kinda got into a fight with a friend of mine. Me kinda goin nuts about it not that i regret what i said (what i did btw is the appropriate thing ) but ukw i kinda couldnt shut ma mouth up this time nd i was already at daggers drawn before i could even realize. huh well nvm. 

Theres gonna be a time when ma kids gonna say to me: mum why dontya cease your loss-bearing projects nd invest in dad's business! nd imma be like oki since ur dad is a lego engineer, lets go nd ask him if i could work on lego-based project with him lendin me some of his lego pieces!

ah well...... one day.... we're all gonna be a bit far from each other (studies be the culprit) but distance wont matter i guess (but ma frens not comin freakin online is gonna matter) we gonna be a bit drowned as well into the time being while workin up the ladder. But the eternal ecstasy we'll get to see on each other's faces when life gonna make us bump into each other! or the euphoria when we gonna surprise each other as in showin up all of a sudden! Its gonna be lit! nd then one day... we'll be attendin weddin ceremonies of each other, dancin nd goin bananas over ze marital bliss.. Me not workin myself up on ma fantasies! All this gonna happen nd i'll make it happen!

all ye hafta do is bailiff me