''Us and Them''

Evolution never stops!

Sitting with the right person having a quality time (as in me reading a good novel nd him doin meth or physics/chem sth)! well there in the book i go through a line that kinda traumatizes me or i just cringe away at the imagination of it. Unexpectedly does it happen with me the exact same day.......... So i realized k one cant judge anythin until he himself experiences it! Well rn as im readin more of the book, im expectin...... not expectin but just calculatin the possibilities of those things happenin with me..... i mean nvm!

So there was a bacha whose sarcasm once used to be a remedy for my stress. Things changed!

You know...people see change in other's firstAnd when they do they realize that maybe it's time for them to change tooI guess that's the case...And in some other cases...people just grow upEventually...It's like evolutionAnd people who don't grow up...that's revolutionWe used to be complicated. usedta debate nd stuff nd turn the arguments into what u may call utter non-sense. Then we would make sense out of non-sense as there was no goin back. we usedta laugh at our idiosyncrasies, we usedta gesture nd pull each other out of the weird situations. RUN LAUGH PLAY JOKE STARE DISCUSS SHARE DISAPPEAR REAPPEAR AMNESIA ADMIRE SARCASM - keywords that describe us..... There always remained this spiritual connection, kept us connected even in between surroundin turbulent influences... He's like a leddar that remained at its place nd raised me higher nd higher. i was a void yet he filled me with a spark nd i wanna stay like thish foreva... i usedta believe k some things must not be hurried otherwise they lose their charm or that immediate admiration, until recently sth made me believe k things happen when they are supposed to yet i never lost the touch or never felt that the charm is over. it remains. it intensifies. it exacerbates. it revamps the spark. 

More is yet to come

Ed! we've got a lot more to experience together nd when i say together, believe me i'll make it stay... The charm...Cuz apparently there's this force in me, that unusual enthusiasm to achieve sth, to just blow their minds away, nd i know imma make sth big happen one day. All i need is the everlasting support, compassion, affection, nd GARFY nd YOU! idk what i just wrote, imma publish it anyway!