What We Are - N.H

Six

NIALL'S P.O.V

I can't believe she's coming on Saturday. She's so gorgeous and when she's mine, I'll be able to tell her that every day.

Luckily, I managed too sneak in the back of geography and one I sat down, my thoughts instantly moved to Mabel. I couldn't stop picturing her innocent looking green eyes and her long curly ginger hair.

She really is beautiful and she doesn't even know it. "Excuse me Mr. Horan, but when did you think you were going to tell me you had arrived to my lesson, late?" Sir yelled across the classroom at me distracting me from my thoughts.

"Sorry sir, I was just going to come and tell you now" I replied, obviously lying. "Of corse you were Niall," he said back, very sarcastically "now get on with your revision"

Finally the bell went, marking the end of the lesson. I guess the time escaped me while I was 'working'.

I met Harry outside the geography block and as we walked down to our next lesson, I couldn't help but let my thoughts wander into thinking about her.

As much as I tried to listen to whatever he was talking about, my mind kept replaying her laugh over and over again. Its reminds me of sunshine on a rainy day, makes me feel warm and happy inside.

"Hello, Dude are you even listening to me?" he asked distracting me from my previous thoughts. "Erm.. no. sorry mate. you were saying..."

"Basically there's this really hot girl in my Maths set called Katrina and I'm planning on asking her out." He told me smiling.

Harry is always so open about his love life and he doesn't care who knows who he loves. I really wish I could be like that. I'm just too closed up and I hate people finding out about my private life, Ever since Eve.

Just thinking about her sends chills up my spine. Eve was the last girl I ever went out with. We had been going out for just over a year when it happened.

She was a dirty bitch and she only wanted me to use me. She got me drunk at a party in year ten and we got off big time in the toilets in private and no one knew about us, or so I thought.

Of corse I didn't know that she was filming our every move, everything we had done together in the last 15 minutes and that she sent it to every one that she knew. I thought she loved me and that I could trust her but that thought was broken within minuets, her lust took over.

She humiliated me so much and I hated everyone for at least 6 months of my life. I never spoke to her again in fear that she might film me all over again.

Ever since then I've never been out with anyone because I'm too sacred that there are other Eve's out there waiting for me. I lost all sense of trust and relationship. Now I'm really hoping Mabel isn't like that.

I really hope that I can finally gain some self confidence and that I'll be proud to show her off. If we end up going out, she will be great for me and I hope I'll be good for her. I really need something good to happen in my life.

I thought I had it until Eve ruined everything that I ever cared about.

MABEL'S P.O.V

Energy has been buzzing through me all day since our meeting at break. I keep replaying his words in my head, "I like it when you smile". He actually said that. I know I got flattered all the time by Ethan, but this feels different.

It actually feels like there's some meaning behind it. Ethan said it all of the time to me, and many other girls. He was such a flirt and it just slipped out of him like water of a ducks back.

When me and Ethan were going out he would hang around all the other girls and he never stood up for me when I got in an argument, he would just stand and watch in amusement.

I was the laughing stock of my year because little did I know that he had cheated on me. While I thought we were going out, he had other plans. He was going out with another girl and I didn't even know it.

He humiliated me so much. Ever since then I've never been out with anyone because I'm too sacred that there are other Ethan's out there waiting for me. I lost all sense of trust and relationship. Now I'm really hoping Niall isn't like that.

I really hope that I can finally gain some self confidence and that I'll be proud to show him off. If we end up going out, he will be great for me and I hope I'll be good for him. I really need something good to happen in my life.