What We Are - N.H

Forty Eight

ISABELLA'S P.O.V

I dont know how I'm feeling right now, I really don't. Anger, perhaps? Maybe even worry.

She has no idea does she, no idea of whats going to happen. She only cares about herself, and if everything will result in her being happy, then shes fine. She doesn't give two shits about what anyone else is going through, as long as shes fine.

"she still wont pick up" Nadia grunted, finally deciding to stop trying. She isn't going to answer because she doesn't want our help, she thinks she can do it without us but, to be perfectly honest, we all need each other.

"why dont we leave her a voice mail, so then she knows what we want to say to her?" Freya questioned.

The phone rung all the way until it took us to the O2 messaging service,

"hello lovely," Katrina started, "we just wanted to ring you to make sure that your okay and.."

"just answer the god damned phone. We are trying to help you and you are just acting like an immature child. Please, just think about how Niall is feeling right now." I butted in, unable to contain my mouth.

"Isabella!!" Nadia said sternly but I could see she was trying not to laugh, mentally agreeing with me.

"Erm... yeah well we hope your alright and just ring us back if you need to talk" Freya finished, hanging up.

Lets just hope that for her sake, she'll listen to us and maybe call back but I don't know what she's doing right now, so I can't force her to do anything.

I always knew that Ethan was trouble. From the minute I met him, I could insantly tell that he was only there for the fun, he didn't act like he loved her in any way, but she fell for his gorgeous looks and she couldn't see past that. When he abused her, and agressivly groped her, she just thought it was a game and aslong as he was playing it would all be okay. She sometimes acted as if I was invisable even though I was just trying to help her. I just tried to carry on as if it didn't hurt but when it all whent wrong, meanly, I was happy. I wanted to prove her wrong.

She put every inch of her trust into their 'relationship', and when she saw him getting off with Ella in the school coridoor, her whole world came crumbling down. Only then did she realise that what he did to her was a crime. She never came into contact with any boys for over a year as she lost her respect to their gender, just because of what one boy had done. She began to self harm and became mildly depressed, blaming it all on herself.

When Niall came into her life, she became happy again and there was a lightning in her eyes. She was full of life, and she looked amazing, the scars began to fade and life was only getting better.

But now Ethan is back for more. He's getting into her head and its really pissing me off.

When we found out that freya's new boyfriend was Ethan, I already knew that he would cause a lot of damage, but I was too afraid to speak up, just incase he might have really changed. After a while, I could see it behinde his eyes, the same old Ethan Hunter that had ruined her life.

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Suddenly we were all awoken by the loud sound of someones phone ringing.

"oh my Lord, who the hell would call up at this time?" Katrina said sleepily as she slowly lifted her body from inbetween Nadia and I on the floor.

"Freya its yours" she pulled the charging lead from the bottom of the phone and plodded to Freya, who quickly pressed the answer button, mouthing "its Ethan" to us.

"hello" she said, sounding very tired. I could here a quiet voice on the other end of the line.

"AM I ON SPEAKER?" he shouted all of a sudden.

"yes you are, talk quieter please you just woke us up. Whats wrong?" Freya asked.

"oh I'm sorry baby girl" he slurred, obvoiusly wasted, "nothings wrong, everythings right, I feel great" its funny what a bit of alcohol can do to the body.

"well what do you want then?" she asked impatiently rolling her eyes as we giggled at his intoxicated state.

"oh yeh about that, I'M HAVING A PARTY NEXT WEEK!!!!! you guys wanna come?" he asked, taking us aback by his loud voice.

"of corse, we'll be there. I love you okay bye." she quickly hung up.

"oh my god what the hell was that all about!!" I burst out, why on earth was he having a party? and why on earth was he telling us now, at 4:30 in the morning?

"God, I've no idea" Freya laughed, "you know what he's like drunk, I bet there wont even be a party!"

Slowly, we all forgot about the whole party idea, and gradually talked ourselves to sleep again. Hoping we wont be rudely awaked again.

AUTHORS NOTE:

hello my lovelies :P sorry that this chapter is short, you may not really remember who the Character 'Isabella' is, because Ihave realised that she is basically non existant, so I thought I should bring her back in. I would like to dedicate this chapter to my best friend izzy_tomlinson who I have recently taken or granted. I've done some stupid things to her without knowing, and I would love to be able to give it all back to her. I know that this wont owe you anything back, but SUPRISE :) I hope you like it. I love you so much and I am so sorry for being so stupid.

Hopefully I will be updating soon, and I canttttt wait to unvail whats going to happen!!!

ily all and thankyou so much for 5.5k reads x x x