•|∆Pretty Hurts∆|•{Lookism}

18. Scars Return

I had came from the hospital a few days ago fine but I got scolded for pulling out my gun which Zack returned. "It was to protect my friend who now has two broken arms I just felt so weak I couldn't even pull the trigger"I told my godfather who was rubbing his head in frustration. "Just don't pull anything like that again"he shooed me away I walked upstairs to find Tae waiting for me with a worried look on his face "I'm okay just a little shook up" "well I was going to tell you to pack up we're going somewhere"he chuckled nervously "where?"I asked confused "to our old town "I slammed the door in his face and went to pack "it's one horrible thing after the other" I went to bed early that day to try and forget the pain.

"I thought you said we moved away for a reason"I looked out the car window watching the rain fall. "I'm sorry we just have something important to do here and we'll leave it'll just take two days okay?" I didn't reply trying to forget the memories of me drinking those pills,me being hurt and bullied everyday. Once we got to our motel which looked perfectly fine we entered setting our bags down I walked outside leaning on the rail breathing in the earthy rainy smell I got used to for so many years.

"I'll be going you could do whatever you want until I get back just don't forget to lock up okay"he hugged me looking skittish and nervous. "It's okay I'll be okay"I reminded him giving him a small smile. This place doesn't hold any good memories especially for him seeing me fall to the ground like that pill bottle in hand must've really been horrible. I put on a red hoodie that Jay gave me saying something in gold in some type of language.

I walked around the familiar area passing by our old house that was already taken by a family. When I came across my old school who was having dismissal I immediately walked away but my clumsy self bumped into someone "Watch it! Wait is it no way ! The fat cow is back "she sneered I pulled my hood that fell off my head back on trying to walk away
but was blocked by two other guys. "Well look who got a little thick "they lick their lips advancing towards me.

I push past them running until I couldn't see them anymore the rain had started pouring and I slipped falling into a puddle. I tried getting up until my head was pushed back down by the bullies who had caught up to me. "Looks like pigs really do love mud"they all cackled laughing at my weak form. "Cant believe I found my toy again especially since now it has an upgrade"the guy lifted me up by my hair making me cry out in pain.
"Well let's have our fun guys"I kicked his face and ran away making sure not slip when I finally made it to the motel Tae was at the door about to put in his key. "W-what happened!"he looked at the now tattered hoodie and mud on my face. "Just a run in with the past "he opened the door letting me go inside I stripped off the hoodie and my jeans to take a shower and cried letting a few tears slip out.

"No stay strong you've grown and you're strong now"I washed them away and went to go get dressed."I guess I could finally tell you what's going on we sat down and after a moment of silence he spoke. "Well there's a possible chance that mom and dad didn't abandon us on purpose and that they're being kept somewhere and I've been looking for clues since we've been living here because how we were found doesn't add up since you were found with our godfather while I was found with a leg broken near the train tracks. Ive been looking clues for finding them and I think I know who it is but we're gonna need a lot of help. "He left out a large breath and I tried taking everything in. "So what's gonna happen now"I asked holding his trembling hand "well I guess you continue with your education and training while I try and solve this mystery"he patted me on my back and I just chuckled and said goodbye to him as he left .

For a while I just sat on the couch watching tv and eating chips until I heard a knocking at the door. "Who is it "I yelled I opened the door seeing Gun with some blonde dude "Wow she really is a beauty Gun"he smiled winking at me and I immediately slammed the door in their faces. "Feisty too"I could hear him say as I heard the door open I groaned slamming my face in the couch pillow. "What do you want " I sat up looking at both of them who were intruding .

"Nothing much just for you to come with us for a little meeting " the guy said he had a bag seemingly from and expensive store. "Fudge no " I turned around eating my chips and I suddenly felt arms around my waist. "Come on princess we just need you sing a little " I pushed Gun off and stood up "What does me singing have to do with anything " I folded my arms narrowing my eyes at Gun who took off his glasses approaching me. "We need the guy we're meeting to be distracted and you are the perfect one" he smirked I rolled my eyes taking the dress grumbling going to put it on."How did my life turn out like this "I grumbled taking the dresses out the bag. "You're supposed to put the red one on"the blonde guy yelled When I pulled it out. "This is plastic"I struggled pulling the dress on and I walked out they nodded giving me some heels "Fudge you all"

"It's tight and it feels weird"I tried hiding my body "it looks fine"Gun put on his glasses and walked me to the cold ass car. "I'm cold I grabbed his jacket that was in the back seat and curled up going to sleep. "Don't even think about Goo" "But you know what they say thick thighs make the di-"he got cut off by Gun smacking him in his head.

Please keep in mind that Ha-nuel is chubbier and that the dress looks much different on her. She not perfect but she is thick 😂