•|∆Pretty Hurts∆|•{Lookism}

48. Analysis

The interview went fantastic and by the time a week had passed my face was everywhere before my debut. It made me so nervous but I went through with it and sang my heart out at the show. "Hey , hey wake up sleeping beauty" I felt someone ruffle my hair "Hey stop it" I pushed whoever's hand it was and went back to sleep until I felt poking in my side "Whyyyy" I sat up seeing Zack near my desk. Although it took some time I finally started going back to school and I got to say everything felt so different and new "Come on squirt don't look at me like that I brought snacks" he threw the chips at my head and I just let it hit my face "Thanks you jerk " I smirked and put away the bag. "Well little warrior you've changed a lot." I turned my head towards the door seeing Vasco. " It's been a while Vasco" i said as he came to ruffle my hair. "Your hair looks nice shorter" he complimented me I nodded leaning into the soft touch relaxing after a restless night. "So what's got you so sleepy all of a sudden?" Zack asked  " I stayed up last night thinking about how I came to be here , so much drama and tears brought me to be who I am today and to be honest it feels unreal like I'm floating around in cloud 9" I told him rubbing the sleep out my eyes. "Yeah I guess we've all come a long way" he nodded as I stood up to go greet Jay seeing as he was here now. "Hi"
I yawned as he hugged me pulling me to his lap . "Jay you do this everyday I could sit in the seat next to you blondie" I just sat there chatting with him about how I was doing and what's been going on at home. Jay and I have been very close to each other since the incident and he's kind of like my shrink I somehow feel safe around him. " Wanna go get WacDonalds later?" I asked him as I played games on my phone and he texted me yes and I just laid there just relaxing.

By the time it was time to go to next period him seeing as he was with his friends and probably wouldn't have time to talk to me. "Hey Jay I'm gonna go to the restroom brb" I said finally getting my butt up off him and going down the hall to the restroom but I bumped into someone. " Careful sweetheart" the man said he didn't look like he was from our school and his head was partly shaved. "You're Gun's girl aren't you" he peered down at me and I immediately felt my hand drips towards my gun holster. "Who's asking?" I smiled to seem like I'm harmless. "Just an old friend of his but never mind" he walked off going to the boys restrooms and I was just about go into the restroom only to see Mary, Joy, and Zoe in their classroom calling over to me " Oh great timing Ha-nuel I got a question for you seeing as you're basically a dude magnet how did you manage to get all those boys around your little finger . " I uh honestly don't know I don't even think any of them like me." I shrugged " Come on at least one has to like you?" Zoe groaned desperately

" Nope I don't think so I mean used to have a small crush on Zach but he obviously likes Mira more so that's that , Vasco is like a big brother to me and I feel that someone else has their eye on him, Daniel is just starting to grow as a person I can't stop him from doing that by letting him be with me and my problems" I sighed as I leaned against one of the desks." Wait what about that dude with the glasses you were with?" Mary asked "It's complicated" I replied not really wanting to get into any details about what relationships I have with Gun. "Well what about Jay?" Joy nudged me and I immediately got flustered "Jay well yeah sure he's nice to me and all but he's more like he's my therapist rather than a love interest" I said as I left the classroom leaving Mary to sigh in defeat. I walked into the bathroom did my business and left going back to class to finish up some work.

As usual it soon became time to go home and I started walking home. Everything was peaceful and normal until a dude came in front of me blocking my way I tried going around him but it seemed like he wasn't going to move anytime soon. "Pardon me is there something you need?" I asked him "Yes in fact-" he seemed nonchalant at first but then he charged at me and I out of fear kicked his face knocking him back. "Damn I didn't think that such a cute little mulatto would pack such a kick" he wipe away some drool that hung on the corner of his mouth and suddenly snapped his fingers and another person punched me in the face from the side. It felt really painful but I gritted my teeth and tried to think of what I should do. "Aaaww the little gangster can't fight huh what a shame and to think everyone is scared to confront you all because you belong to Gun" he looked at me with a smirk as he pulled on my hair to make me face him. "I don't belong to anyone you prick" I spit in his face and his friend slapped me "Who do you think you are you bitch ?!" He continued punching and slapping me until blood leaked out my nose.

" Alright that's enough I think she knows her place now" the first guy just looks at me in disgust "We've got our analysis down let's just go report to-" before he could've even continued I pulled out my gun and pulled the trigger shooting his leg. " FUCK!" he fell to the ground his friend immediately going to see if he was okay. "Now..." I slowly stood up pushing my hair back revealing my angry face "Tell me who the fuck sent you here" I held my gun to his friends temple and he started shaking " Please it wasn't our idea to do this just please don't kill us !" He started begging and I looked back at the one I shot who was bleeding out. "It was Jin Jang he sent us here to see if you were any good at fighting!" I just nodded getting up from my crouched position and put my gun back in it's holster. " Get going and don't ever let me see your face again or the next bullet will go through you" he started helping his friend up and they staggered off once they were out of sight I dropped to the ground and pulled out my phone. I started dialing a number feeling my conscious start to fade

"Dad can you come pick me up?"