Dead rose 🥀 || E.D

Fourteen

A month later:
It's been a month without hearing a word from alaya, I've texted her everyday since she left just so she knows I haven't forgotten about her, she doesn't reply but I hope she sees them. I told my parents about her and they think she's a bad influence but only if they could see how happy I am around her they would say different, I mean yea she gets into a lot of trouble but that's just how she was brought up, she's an adrenaline junkie... mom and dad pulled me and gray out of school cause ever since she left we have been getting bullied so bad, Aron left us cause he couldn't stand all the trouble we got into with alaya. We have one month till summer break and I'm hoping that she comes back so I can spend the summer with her and gray, plus I want her to be here for it so she can have fun, and experience what it feels like to actually be cared about.. I miss her so much..
" ETHAN DINNER IS READY" my mom yelled from down stairs, I heard Grayson running up the stairs to my room, he opened my door and I watched him from my bed
" you coming, it's your fav" he said sitting at the edge of my bed
" yea I'll be down in a sec" I said picking up Alayas apartment key, I rubbed my thumb across it and everything that happened the night she left came rushing back into my head. I haven't been to her apartment since. I just can't bare to walk down the hallway and not hear her music blasting.
" you miss her don't you" gray said looking at me. I sighed and fought back the tears
" more then you know dude, she made me so happy in such little time and now she's just gone" I said holding the key to my heart. Grayson got up walking towards the door. before he stepped out he turned around and ran his fingers through his hair
" she'll be back bud I promise." He said as he walked out. I sat in my bed for a couple of more minutes then I got up to go downstairs to eat.

Month 2
It's been 2 months without her, I finished school and it's now summer. Summer in jersey is really weird during the day it's hella hot and at night it's hella cold. My parents are throwing the party in 2 weeks and I still haven't heard anything from alaya. I try not to worry about her too much cause I know she's strong enough to handle herself but still she's just as fragile as she is tough. I decided tonight that I'm gonna stay at her place. Everything in that apartment smells like her and I think that's what I'm missing the most, the way I would be able to smell her as soon as I got off the elevator.
Summer and roses
It was 6:30 on a Friday night as I started packing a bag with some clothes, I wanted to stay for the weekend just so I can feel like I'm closer to her. I grabbed my tooth brush and toothpaste some deodorant along with other things I needed and put them in my bag, I zipped up my bag putting it by my door. I grabbed my favorite orange hoodie and threw it on. I grabbed my keys along with my back bag then walked downstairs.
" where you going Ethan" my mom said. My dad looked over at me from the couch then looked at my mom
" to Alaya's" I said softly, my mom stopped putting the dishes away and came to give me hug, she wrapped her arms around me while I began to cry softly
" be safe" she said softly into my neck then gave me a kiss on the cheek.
" I'll be back Monday" I said walking out the door closing it behind me. I unlocked my car and threw my bag in the backseat, I put the key in the ignition And started it. I pulled out of the driveway and headed to Alayas..
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Poor E :(
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