Dear my stupid ass foster family. Yesterday I turned 18. So that means I'm officially out of your reach and you can't control me anymore. Today is the day I'm seeing the love of my life for the first time in almost a year. And there's nothing you can do about it. Thank you for ruining my life and making me feel so useless and alone.
~ alaya
I ripped the paper out of the book and laid it on my bed, last night I packed a bag so I didn't have to this morning.. it's 5:45 am and I slowly open my door making sure no ones awake, I grab my foster dads keys off the table next to my room and head to the front door, our House was small so it didn't take much to reach the front door, I took a deep breath opening the front door letting the cool morning air hit my face winding through my hair, I gently closed the front door running to the car jumping in and starting it.
" I'm coming baby"
( 4 hours later)
It was 9:50 as I was pulling into the boys neighborhood. I saw their house and my heart started beating out of my chest, I parked at the end of the street so no one would see me, I grabbed my bag and walked closer to the house, when I got closer I noticed Ethan's car was the only car in the driveway, my heart started beating faster then it ever has before. I started to feel dizzy, I stood at the end of his driveway trying to calm myself down but I knew nothing was gonna work cause I wasn't in his arms, I took a deep breath and walked to the front door, I remembered that they keep a key under this fake plant next to the door, I pick up the plant and smile to myself as I see the silver shiny key, I pick it up gently putting down the plant, I stand up take a deep breath and slowly put the key in the hole, I turn it gently making sure no one hears the door, it clicks and I open the door slowly holding onto my back pack, as soon I step into the house the sound of music comes from upstairs, I smiled to myself knowing that he was up there, I set the spare key down and slowly walked upstairs holding onto the straps of my bag, as I got closer the music got louder
" my room where I want you tangled up in my sheets"
" our song" I thought to myself, I stepped in front of his door gently placing my hand on the door nob before turning it, his door slowly swung open revealing him laying in bed holding the pillow I always sleep with.
" Grayson if you're gonna bug me to play fortnite with you I'm not in the mood" he said bringing the pillow closer
"GET OU-
He shouted sitting up locking eyes with me. His beautiful hazel eyes started filling with tears as he just sat there, I smiled dropping my bag and running up to him jumping on him wrapping my arms around him, soon enough the room was filled with music and the sound of sniffles as we laid there holding each other, we heard someone running up the stairs so I sat up to see who it was, of course it was Grayson he didn't see me cause he was looking down at his phone, his foot steps stopped and started slowly getting louder as he got closer, he was walking backwards towards Ethan's door, he stopped in front of the door still looking down at his phone
" if there's another girl in your bed besides alaya I swear to god I'll fuck you and this girl up" Grayson said, I let out a small laugh and his head shot up, he dropped his phone and ran up to me jumping on me making me disappear in the sheets, I felt his big arms wrap around my body I hugged him back of course, after a couple of seconds he lets go, as he got off of me light shined on my face through the sheets i started rolling around trying to find where the exit was but I had no luck so I just sat there until I felt fingers trace the shape of my hips then traveling up my side, I got the goose bumps at the touch of Ethan I felt his hands go around to my back and I got closer to him
" even tho I can't see you I still know you look really amazing right now" he said and I laughed laying on his chest,
" did Grayson leave" I asked and he said yea,
" when I walked in and you looked at me your eyes were dark and you look a mess baby, what happened" I asked and I felt his hands run through the sheets trying to find my head, eventually he did and pulled them off my face.
" what happened was my whole world got taken away from me and there was nothing I could do. I was lost without you, to be honest I was gonna end my life tonight cause I couldn't bare being alive without you right by side" he said while tears fall from his face, I gently placed my hand on his cheek and he pushed his face more into my hand,
" I'm here now handsome I'm not going anywhere" I said wiping his tears with my thumb, he grabbed me pulling me down on him, his arms held me close, I felt so safe and wanted for the first time in forever, I'm finally home
" welcome home princess" he said softly rubbing my back, I smiled to myself and held onto him tighter
" feels good to be back"
( I made this chapter extraaa long, by the way the story is ending really soon, I hope you all are enjoying it so far :)
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Dead rose 🥀 || E.D
FanfictionWhat happens when a troubled run away teen falls for someone who becomes her safe heaven. Someone who if he says she's safe she believes it. But what happens when her whole world goes black and he's no where to be found.
