Dead rose 🥀 || E.D

Seventeen

Alayas P.O.V
Tuesday🤟🏻
I don't think Ethan's really ready to be trained at all. We spent all weekend together and Monday he went home to his loving family so that gave me the opportunity to get him some boxing classes. Which is great but he's gonna be pushed to the max with this and I don't know if he can take it.
It's 2:30 pm and he's on his way to come get me, he wants me to see his family but honestly between me and you. I'm shitting myself, actually shitting myself. What if they don't like me or think I'm weird. Oh god all my tattoos they're gonna definitely hate me! I tried to find an outfit that's not black and boy was that hard cause everything I own is the color of my soul ;) but I found a cute white v-neck shirt and I'm wearing blue skinny jeans with white vans . I feel like I look weird as shit but it's all good.
Cuddle bug💖: I'm here
Shit shit shit shit
Me: come upstairs please I'm dying
Cuddle bug💖: oh god
I threw my phone on the bed and walked to the bathroom, I put on light makeup and curled my hair a bit
Wow I actually look like a girl
" WHAT DO YOU NEED" I heard Ethan yell from downstairs he scared the shit out of me and I burned my finger
" BRING YOUR DUMBASS UP HERE, YOU MADE ME BURN MY FINGER IM PISSED" I yelled back, I heard him walking up the stairs, it sounded like a thousand elephants,
God calm down
I looked at him through the mirror giving him a small smile
" you're not wearing that" he said pointing at me looking me up and down
" yes I am, I don't want them to think I'm a freak, LOOK AT ALL MY TATTOOS AND STUFF OH MY GOD THEY'RE GONNA HATE ME" I said taking off my shirt. I turned around to face Ethan and his eyes immediately went to the bruises and cuts on my stomach
" Ethan stop" I said taking my shirt and covering up my stomach
" no you stop" he said taking the shirt stepping closer to me "stop freaking out. Stop thinking all this negative shit. I love your style and all your tattoos. I love everything about you even the bad parts" he said running his fingers softly over the big cut right above my pants line.
"change into something you actually wanna wear then we will go" he said kissing my forehead, I laid my head on his chest and smiled,
"I'm still pissed at you" I said pushing him back he stumbled back falling onto the bed, I undid my pants and took them off, I knew he was staring so I decided to tease him ;) I grabbed my phone and started playing a good upbeat song, I started moving my hips and spinning, I bent down to grab my ripped jeans then slowly stood back up to grab a black tank top and my black leather jacket.
" stop" he said softly, I turned around and winked at him, I dropped my clothes next to him getting on top of him, I bent down so our faces were inches apart
" stop what" I said softly looking into his beautiful hazel eyes, his breathing got heavier he was leaning in to kiss me but I jumped off him and he scoffed
" tease" he said getting up, I started putting on my clothes. once I was done I grabbed my black boots and slipped them on
" sorry I'm just hot" I said looking up at him smirking I stood up and wrapped my arms around his torso we looked at each other then I crashed my lips onto his, I felt tiny fires erupt at every inch of my body his lips were my safe heaven, I felt so safe with him around I swear this boy does something to me AND I LOVE IT, I pulled back and he smiled
" you look better now let's go before my parents think you shot me or something he said grabbing my hand interlocking our fingers
" THEY WILL THINK I SHOT YOU? WHAT TYPE OF SHIT HAVE YOU TOLD THEM" I said walking downstairs behind him,
" shut up" he said looking back at me walking out of my front door, I locked the door behind me and we headed to the elevators to the parking garage
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Oh shit she's meeting his fam I'm nervous for her wow

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