Dead rose 🥀 || E.D

Fifteen

It was so quite in her apartment, all I could think about was her running up the Stairs in her knee high socks and nightgown, her green eyes looking into mine, how her pink lips would form into a beautiful smile every time I called her beautiful.
Please come back
I was laying in her bed just staring at the ceiling it was 3:30 am and I couldn't sleep at all. Being here without her felt weird I got out of her bed and walked downstairs to get some water. I looked through her fridge trying to find a water bottle but I guess she took the last one so I got a cup out of the cabinet filling it up with tap water, I drank it to about half way and put it on the kitchen counter as i walked back upstairs to her bed, I got comfortable and tried falling asleep.
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There was a rattle noise coming from downstairs and I started freaking out, I didn't know if it was a rat or some freak trying to break into the apartment. I shot up and grabbed the pocket knife out of my bag I held it open to my side as I leaned against the wall, ready to cut a bitch, the door opened and closed, I heard footsteps then a big thud
Wtf wtf wtf wtf
I walked over to the edge of the stairs quietly. I couldn't believe my eyes. There she was after 2 fucking months there she fucking was standing a few feet away from me, she looked hurt and her clothes were all torn her hair was a mess and her hands were wrapped up
" alaya" I said walking down the stairs and her head shot up. I saw the tears in her eyes and I couldn't help but cry also, I dropped the knife as she ran up to me jumping into my arms, I held her helpless body in my arms for what felt like the first time,
" Ethan" she said sobbing into my shoulder I rubbed her back not even thinking about letting her go. We stood there just taking eachother in for a good 5 minutes then she let go of me placing her feet back on the ground
" what happened to you" I asked holding her hips, she looked down and sighed
" I left the gang" she said rubbing her left arm, I felt so helpless and scared cause I didn't want to hurt her when I touched her, she was pretty beat up and I hated that. I placed my fingers under her chin and brought her face up so she was looking at me.
" you're still beautiful" i said softly, she smiled and crashed her lips onto mine, her lips were dry and I could tell how weak she was just by the way the kiss felt. It crushed me. I pulled away opening my eyes, her eyes were still closed and I noticed her right eye was black and blue.
" you can open your eyes now" I said rubbing her cheek, she smiled fluttering her big green eyes open
" I just had to make sure I wasn't dreaming" she said resting her head onto my hand, she was weak and tired so I helped her walk upstairs to her bed
" I need to get these clothes off" she said trying to unbuckle her jeans.
" I got it laya just lay down" I said walking in front of her, she laid halfway on the bed with her legs hanging off the end, I gently undid her pants and slid them off making sure I didn't hurt her, I turned my head towards the corner of the room throwing them towards it. When I turned back towards her I saw so many cuts and bruises on her legs, she sat up as my hands made their way to the end of her shirt. I slowly pulled it off of her to reveal more cuts and bruises I couldn't help but stare at them, I felt my heart break into so many pieces at that point
" don't look at me" she said as she laid back down on her back, I got down on my knees undoing her shoes. I took them off and threw them next to her pants. I left her socks on since she loves having socks on. I scanned her body with my eyes then gently started placing soft kisses on her legs going up her body. When I got to her stomach I noticed a huge gash. She tensed up when I kissed it.
" I'm not gonna hurt you" I said softly, I kissed her ribs and eventually got to her chest, I kissed above her boobs gently and made my way to her neck where there were choke marks, I was on top of her holding myself up with my elbows, her breathing was slow and calm, she opened her eyes looking right into mine, our faces were inches apart I ran my hand through her hair, she flinched a little bit when my hand got close to her face. her eyes were full of fear and misery, I gently placed a soft kiss on her lips, she smiled during the kiss and I couldn't help but laugh
" I'm gonna take care of you" I said looking into her big green eyes. Even at her roughest state she was still so beautiful to me,
" and I'm gonna take care of you" she said placing her right hand on my cheek rubbing her thumb back and forth.
" let's go to bed you need sleep" I said and with that I got up off of being on top of her as she began to crawl up to her spot I laid down next to her putting my arm out and she slowly moved her body onto mine, her head was on my chest and her legs were intertwined with mine, I played with her hair softly until I felt her slowly fall asleep. I felt my eyes getting heavy and before I knew it I was out like a light.
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Is alaya gonna tell E what happened or is she gonna stay quiet about it. Who knows. What do you think she's gonna do?
Tell me what you think so far?❤️