Who I Used To Be (Karma X Nagisa)

Awakening

He stood there laughing at me. "First of all Your a crazy masochist sycho. Second Red Hair? No way, I prefure something more natural. Third of all I dont even think of you as my friend, why would I ever love you."  Then he was shot, his blue hair being stained with red. His eyes losing life. I felt tears stream down my face. I ran up to him and held him in my arms, before he dissapeared, and I watched as he was shot over and over again. Then I heard him saying my name, like he was telling me something.

"Karma, wake up, Karma, Karma.. K-Karma."

Doctors Pov

Even after so many times of telling the Nagisa kid to leave, he would stay with him all the time, he would never leave. He would cry his eyes out, and in his sleep he would wimper the red heads. Now the boy wasnt dead, but he was in fatal condition, if we had gotten him here any later then he would be dead. We are hoping he will wake up in a few days. For ow i am allowing the blue haired child to stay with him.

Karmas Pov

I woke up from the nightmare I was having. "NAGISA!!!!!!" I screamed with tears strolling down my face.  "Karma!... Your awake..." He started to cry and hugged me like I was going to disappear right then and there. I hugged him back, crying as well.

Apparently he stayed me me and never left. That made me blush, after the nightmare I had, those words were like music to my ears. Im just happy he is ok. I love him, I love him more then I love my own mom and dad. Is that possible.

Everyone else from class came in and gave me hugs and told me what happened while I was asleep. They said I was asleep for 4 days. I just didn't know everyone cared for me that much. I thought they were all scared of me, or mad at me for breaking up with Okuda, but even she came.

After everyone left Nagisa went to go grab some food for us. When he came back he brought some sandwiches. I was so hungry I could eat anything.
 
After we finished eating Nagisa asked me a question. "If you remember right before you passed out you said that it would be more painfull for me to die, then for you to die, because it would hurt you a lot more then my own dads death hurt me. Why would it be so painfull for you?" I suddenly remembered that I had started to confess right before i passed out. I could feel the blood rushing up to my cheeks. "Well because your my friend." I lied, but i could tell in his face he didn't believe me. "Whats the real reason Karma." He asked again  "Dunno." I said back stubbornly. "Karma.." "Dunno..." "KaRmA" "I dOnT kNoW." "KARMA" "YOU REALLY WANNA KNOW!"

"Yes." He looked at me with begging eyes.

"I-Its because.." I felt the blood rushing more quickly to my cheeks. "Well I would be in a lot of p-pain because..." My heart was running as fast as Kouro Sensei can dodge. Dodge, yes ill just doge the question. "Well..." I trailed off and looked out the window. "The trees look good in the wind today."

"KARMA!" Dang it.

"OK! OK! CHILL. Itwouldbepainfullformebecuaseiloveyou." I sputtered out, but unfortunately he heard me. I am pretty sure at this point my face was as red as my hair. He sat there for a minute and didn't say anything and just as he started to say something, idiot me with a wound buried myself under my blankets and quietly yelled ow. I made sure my face was covered. I didnt want to see anyone, not even Nagisa, and i certainly didn't want anyone to see me.

"Karma are you ok!?!?" He asked me. "yea." I managed to mumble. "Let me see your face." He commanded. "Nu." I stubbornly said. "Fine, this will be easier to say without seeing your face any ways." I could feel my heart drop. This is why I didn't want to tell him. He is going to reject me. I prepared myself for the worst.

"Karma, I-I.. well you see I... I also love you." He mumbled shyly. "Yep, look Nagisa im sorry I shouldn't have said anythi-" I realized what was happening. DID HE JUST SAY THAT HE LOVED ME.?!?!?!" WAI, WAIT WHAT YOU WHAT?!?!?" I yelled at him. "I said I love you." If my mind was a bomb then he had just been set off, he cut the wrong wire. You cut the green of disappointment not the red that has all my love for you in it!!!

I peeked my head out of the sheets.  His face was redder then my hair, I didn't even know that was possible. What happens next. That question was never answered because my Mom and Dad walked into my room crying and smothering me with hugs and kisses. Nagisa on the other side looking confused as all hell.

"Mom! Dad! What are you doing here?!" I asked. "Our baby boy got stabbed, we came to see him." My mother said. "Mom I'm fine. I had Nagisa here with me the whole time." I pointed to Nagisa  and he smiled with an awkward wave. Mom went up to him and gave him a big giant bear hug. "Thank you for taking care of my baby boy." She said. "Oh it was nothing." Nagisa said, blushing.

I smiled at the sight of Nagisa being apart of the Akabane Family.

I bet I had you all thinking Karma was dead right? Well NOPE. He is more alive then my soul. K well I love you guys, till next time. Bye my Little Karmagisa Tribe