Who I Used To Be (Karma X Nagisa)

Im Sorry

Nagisa Pov

I can't believe I didnt see it before, I like Karma. Its i just now that i think about it, I am always thing about him. He is the one I want to be around all the time.

I walk back to the movie and realize Eren and Levi arent there any more. This is almost like a date of me and Karma now. I can feel my self blushing. I slap my cheeks and go sit down next to Karma. I look over at him. I thought i would see him in a different light, but he is just Karma. I study his features, his golden eyes that shine like the full moon on a dark night. His crimson hair that is styled nicely but messily. I reach out my hand to his hair.

"Stop stareing at me its weird." He said. I blushed and started watching the movie. The movie was called mine. It was about a girl who killed herself because the person she liked didnt love her back. In the house someone she killed hersel in a guy that looked like the guy she liked when she was alive. So every time a girl would come over she would find new ways to kill them. She used a really scary form though. There were lots of jumpscares.

The movie ended and me and Karma walked home together. We talked abot the movie and hw he thought it was amazing with a good story line, but not a very good scary movie. He thought it was hilarious that I was super scared. 

"See you Monday Karma." I said walking inside. I walked around, grabed some cold pizza and went to bed and watched some tv till i fell asleep.

Unknown Pov

Sleep well Nagisa, I have finally found you and I will make you sleep forever. I will take revenge on what your father did to me. I will be the hero. ME it will be MY show. ah. AHa. Hahahahahahahhahahahaha.

Karma Pov

I woke up to a horrible feeling. It was almost a threatened feeling. I shook it off. I got ready, ate, and headed over to Nagisa's Place. I knocked on the door, and almost instantly that blue haired cutey opened the door, walked out and closed and locked the door.

"Hey Karma." He said excitedly to me. "Hey Blueberry." I teased. His cheeks went red. "K-Karma, your so mean!!!" He whined at me. I laughed and looked at him and he was looking down at his feet embarrassingly but also sadly. I furrowed my brows. "What's wrong Nagisa." I asked. He looked up at me surprised I caught his gloomy state. "Well the thing is, is im breaking up with Kayano today, and I just really dont want to hurt her. Oh well, its just not meant to be." He told me. "I thought you guys were cute together." I lied, when in truth I wanted to scream or throw up every time i saw them together. "Oh, y-you did." He said gloom fully. "Sure." I said back.

We walked the rest of the way in silence. Once we got to school we went up to Kayano. "Hey Kayano," Nagisa said nervously. "Yea Nagisa." She said cheerfully. "Can I talk with you after school." He said looking down at his feet. Kayano knew what was heppening. "O-Ok..."She said like she was about to cry, but was holding it back. Nagisa an off. I'm guessing Nagisa had looked up and saw the hurt in her eye. I ran after him.

He was sitting down in a room that was never used. He was sitting in a corner holding his head as if he was crying.

"Nagisa..." I said, not really knowing what else to say. "I-I just dont want to hurt her, but its like you said, if I were to stay with her I would just hurt her more." He said, he wasn't crying but he was in the verge of it. I went went to him and hugged him. I think that calmed him down a bit.

I could tell he showered this morning, smelling the pomegranate shampoo his mom made him use. It made him smell like an angel to me, but he always whines that it makes him smell like a girl. I pet his hair, it was soft, but at the roots it was still a bit wet. It was like petting a newly brushed wolf. I took in every single second of this moment. I knew he would never be mine, so I treasured it, and even though Nagisa was sad, I wished time would stop and we could stay here forever.

And then he stood up.

I lifted my head tiredly, like if I had been in that position with him for one more minute I would have fallen asleep. I blinked a couple of times. "We should get to class." He said to me. "You sure? We could just ditch." I said. "Mom would kill me." He said. "FINE!!" I whined and got up with him to go to class.

~TIME SKIP BROUGHT TO YOU BY GET GAY~

Nagisa Pov

All day, all I could think was: I wish i could have stayed like that with Karma all day....NO... SToP... There is no way he would like me back. Plus Kayano. Speaking of Kayano. I guess its time.

I walked to the back of the school and waited for her. She showed up in 3 minutes.

"Nagisa... Just get it over with." She said. "Im sorry Kayano, I like someone else, and i dont want to hurt you more. Its just wrong to lead you on." I said. "I'm sorry." I want to cry, i can see the hurt in her eyes. "I understand, go be with her." My face heat up at her. "Y-yea, I-I will do that." I stuttered. She furrowed her brows in confusion and i ran off to Karma.

"How'd it go?" He asked. "Better then I thought." Why are you breaking up with her anyway?" He asked. My face heat up. "W-Well... I kinda like someone else." I said. Karma put his arm around my shoulder. "Nagisa is a little chick magnet, ay." Though i could here some hurt in his voice. Was he sad about something. "Are you-" I started to ask until I felt a cloth over my mouth. I tried to breath, but I couldnt. All I could taste and smell was some sort of gas.

Everything started going black.

The. last thing I saw was the same thing happening to Karma.

His golden eyes closing to the light of light.

Then

Darkness

Sorry it took me so much time to update again, I was having trouble finding inspiration. I hope you like this chapter. Love you my little Karmagisa Tribe.