Who I Used To Be (Karma X Nagisa)

You Can Be King Again

Karma Pov

"N-Nagisa..." I stood in shock. There where ones deeper then others. He diverted his eyes from me. "NAGISA! WHY WOULD YOU DO THIS TO YOURSELF!?!" yelled as he stared at the floor he started chewing on his nails. I looked him in the eyes. "TELL ME. NAGISA." He started shaking as he looked up at me with tears in his eyes. "Its doesn't matter! I've made you mad at me. I... I wasn't.... for you." He mumbled the last part and I couldn't hear it, but it doesn't matter. "I'm not mad at you I'm sad that you would do something like this to yourself." I told him.

He gulped and looked down. "I-Im sorry karma." I sat down next to him. I looked at the now bandaged cuts on his legs. I then looked at his face. I studied his features, down to the way his lips where curled down, to the way his hair flowed, and to the way that his eyes were glossy and red, like he wanted to cry. I leaned myself onto his shoulder and hugged him. He flinched as if he didn't see it coming.

"What made you so sad?" I said after a couple minutes of sitting there and loving him. "Im not good enough for you, having me is like having a burden. I want you to be with someone who deserves someone as amazing as you." He said, quietly, like he was embarrassed. I swear I could feel my heart just jump off a bridge. "Look Nagisa, if one of us is better then the other then that would be you. Your an amazing person and if you don't see it then find a way to look through my eyes, because everything else in the world doesn't matter if your not here with me." This time it was him who hugged me. His warmth was anything I could ever live for. I felt something wet on my chest and realized he was crying. I just sat there and let him cry. I stoked his soft azure blue hair.

We stayed there for the rest of the day. When the bell rang for the end of the day, we were both surprised cause we just stayed like that all day. He pulled away from the hug. "You good now." I asked him and he nodded. "Dont do that again!" I told him sternly. "Ok." He said. "PROMISE!" I said sternly. "Promise." He said. I let out a relieved sigh. "Good."  I smiled, and he smiled slightly back. My heart skipped a beat.