Who I Used To Be (Karma X Nagisa)

The Start of a New Feeling

Nagisa Pov

"I love you Karma Akabane." I said it. I cant believe I did. I looked at him and he was silent and surprised. "Rude." Wait what, does he not love me. Oh shit, I said it to soon. "What!" I tried to make it sound like I wasn't sad. "Thats what I was going to say." I rolled my eyes. "I love you too Nagisa Shiota."

Fuzzy warmth crept through whole body. My heart is pounding and my stomach is doing flips. I could melt in his love, he is all I've ever wanted, I just didn't know it until now. He holds my heart in his warm hands and I feel protected.

"Your mine you hear! No one else's. No one can have you but me, until the ends of the earth. I LOVE YOU NAGISA. Ill let the whole world know so no one but me can even touch you." I smiled and rolled my eyes. "NAGISA IS MINE, I LOVE HIM AND HE LOVES ME, THERE IS NO STOPPING ME, BECAUSE I HA-" I had to shut him up somehow, so I kissed him. "Looks like I can stop you." I tried to sound sexy but ended up voice cracking, so it sounded more like "Looks like I can stOp you." My face turned red, and I used my hands as a shield.

Karma laughed. "Shut up." I yelled at him. He just laughed more. I ducked my head under the water. He laughed and waited at the top knowing I would have to come up sooner or later. Which I did.  "You're so cute." He said. I just rolled my eyes at his weirdness. 

"We need to get back." I said. Karma rolled his eyes.  "I don't wanna. Lets just say here forever." He smirked and tackled me, putting my head under water like your brother or sister would do when they are trying to mess with you. I came up for air and Karma was smirking. I splashed him. "Kaaaarrrrmmmmaaaa~" I pouted and looked down to try and get him to feel guilty. "What!" I could feel his smirk past my wet hair. "Your so mean~" I put on my most pouty face. "You know you love me." He said. I looked up serious. "I don't know if you keep trying to murder me I might just not." I smiled at him. "I think if you say that it might murder Me." I rolled my eyes and kissed him. "Of course I love you silly,  don't think it's possible not to." He smiled

"Ok but really, we need to go." I said. He rolled his eyes but he swam down and under the waterfall and I followed behind. When we went back up to the surface it was as if everything had changed. I could feel a small breeze against my wet face, the trees were a more clear green, dark but lovely. There was a very dark blue in the sky as it turned lighter around the moon that was full. The rocks and the falling water made it all that more magical.  I took it all in before I started swimming back to the forest that leads us to the arbnb.

The walk walk cold but what was even colder was that Kurasuma was waiting at the door. His glare sent shiver down my spine. "You two are in serious trouble, in the morning you will run two miles instead of one and do the dishes for breakfast." Karma groaned and  I jabbed him against the rib. "Yes sir." I told Kurasuma. 

We went back to our rooms although Karma insisted that we sneak e into the closet in him room because I was apparently small enough to fit in. But I said No Way Hosay.  

I was under a galaxy in the normal night sky, by a campfire that was lit blue and quite high, but it slowly turned purple. I questioned what that was about in my head as I suddenly heard a voice beside me, but it didn't scare me. It was Karma but his tone wasn't his usual sadistic tone it was. It was  calm and sweet. It made me feel like I was floating on a cloud on a warm summers day. Which suddenly I was, and Karma was next to me, holding my hand, it made me smile. He then rolled over on top of me, but I didn't blush, I just smiled as he kissed me then hugged me. 

Then I was awake. Now normally mornings are a pile of dog shit mixed with disease infested water, but today it was like a warm summer day watching a butterfly touch your eyelids to wake you up. I smiled and made my way out of bed, put on some day clothes and went to go get Karma at his room and/or wake him up. 

I stopped at his door and knocked. Isogai answered but I just smiled at him and asked "Is Karma awake?" He shook his head no and let me in. I walked in and shaked Karma a bit. "Karma-Kun wakey wakey eggs and bakey." I stopped and realized I was A. Not waking up a five years and B. Am a male. I looked around to see if Isogai was here but he must have left when he let me in. I kissed Karma's cheek and whispered "Karma its time to get up, your boyfriend says its time for a morning run." I blushed at my ability to even say such things. 

His amazing golden eyes fluttered open, and when he saw me he smirked, and I was a fool for not being able to see it. He grabbed me and somehow manage to pull me into a death grip cuddle. "K-Karma." Blood rushed to my cheeks. "We have to go running now." I could feel his head shake no. "Five moore minushe you wawm bwuebewy." He sounded like a child. "Karma~ Come on. Kurasuma is going to kill us if we are late. "Kurasuma can go fuck himself. I want snuggles." My face was red by now and I was trying to squeeze out but he wouldn't let me. "You're a vewy squeamish bwubewy." He said as I was finally giving up.

"F-Fine, but only five minutes because I-I L-Love you."