Nagisa Pov
The next morning I woke up in Karma's arms, but it didn't feel as great as the first time. My mom hates me, and it's all because I can't be the baby girl she wants me to be... I even suck at being a guy... It feels different knowing she will never love me in the way I want her to love me in. My body was pulling me in two directions and it hurts either side I choose. I of course choose the one where some one loves me. It's just not right. Maybe things would never be right again.
After a couple months of being with Karma, training to kill the octopus, and finally actually killing him, I was able to let go of the anger I held within. I realized I have depression and Karma is helping me through that. I go to therapy every week and talk about the trauma I've been through.
High school is rough, but not as rough as middle school ever was. I actually devoted my time into being a good student and a good person. I have Karma in everything I do, and that's what I strive for. He keeps me going. I live for him.
Eventually Karma and I grew up, and got to where we are now. Him on one knee asking me to marry him. To spend the rest of my life together with him. I start crying and say yes. We live together and grow old together and that's what I want. I know now I will never be who I used to be.
Mega cringe. I'm fucking 17 now and wrote this when I was 14. Well here's the end umn.... chile anyways. I'm sorry it took me 3 years to write this and the end is short. Yknow what they say... short but sweet. Kill me. Kill me now. Anyways goodbye Karmagisa tribe.
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Who I Used To Be (Karma X Nagisa)
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