Feelings

On My Mind

(Si Facebook kasi laging nagtatanong ng "what's on your mind?" Nagdrama lang ako ng unti. Chararat.)

What's on my mind?

Who knows?

Who knows what's on my mind?

Who knows how I think?

Do you want to know what's on my mind?

Here, hear me out.

Know what's running on my mind.

Full of questions.

My mind knows what I really feel behind does smiles.

Hear me out.

"Am I not Human?"

"Can't I feel anger?"

"Can't I feel any bad emotions?"

"Did someone really cares about me?"

"Am I thinking too much?"

"Am I being too dramatic?"

"Can't I say what I really feel?"

"If someone needs me, I'm always there for them. I'm trying my best just for me to be able to help them. But can they be always be there for me?"

"Do I really need to adjust myself always for them?"

"They are so lucky that GOD gave me an understanding mind so that I can forgive easily and manage to smile even though I'm hurt, I'm down, I'm sad."

"Everytime that people around me makes me disappointed, I always do understand them."

How lucky they can be?

"I forgive easily, just give me some peace of mind."

"I can forget all the hurtful words that I get from them."

"They are so important for me."

"I love them this much."

"Do they know all of that? Do they know how kind I am? Or not because they don't care?! Who knows? Who cares?"

-aicaquin