Feelings

JESUS CHRIST

I pray to you, "please, give me a sign if he really loves me."
And you gave it to me.
But it feels like, I need to let him go.
It feels like you are saying that, I need to let him go.

Why? Because I see your answer in a wrong way?
Because I already do all my best, just for him to notice me?
Because you see all the things that I did for him?
Because you see that sometimes, I'm getting so emotional when I'm thinking about him not loving me?

On the day that I pray for you to give me a sign.
You told me that, I need to let him go.
So I did Jesus Christ, I did because you want me to.
I love him. But because you said it, I let him go.

And the next morning, you send me your answer.
You want me to let him go because you want me to prioritize myself, my family, my friends, and also you.
I know, all my life, since the day that I fell for him.
All I want is him, beside me through ups and downs so that I forgot that I have you beside me all the time.

I'm so sorry for that, and you forgive me easily.
You let me forget him little by little.
And at the same time, you let me see you as my bestfriend.
You gave me happiness after I letting go the man I love. And I thank you for that.