This Insane Heart : A BTS Fanfiction (Discontinued)

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I blinked for several times to clear the blurry sight. Then, I realised that a pair of green eyes, filled with curiosity, were staring into my soul.

"Are you gay?" Were the first word I heard right after I woke up.

"I'm not!" I shouted, anger bubbling within me. "What makes you think that?!"

"I'm sorry, I'm sorry!" She clasped her hands in the form of asking for an apology. "I just saw that you were sleeping on Soyul's bed, so I thought you had uhm..." She closed her lips tight, hesitating, while playing with her purple hair, locking a bundle of it behind her left ear. "Y'know... "

"Well, sorry to disappoint you," I sarcastically replied when I realised what she meant. "-But no."

She only laughed awkwardly in response. "So, what's your name?" She asked.

Hmm... Should I tell her my name? Or keep it as a secret?

Will Soyul reveal my name when this girl ask her?

"It's a secret."

She looked clueless for a second, probably wondering the reason I would hide my name.

"Uhm okay..." She shifted her eyes in fear of her illogical thoughts. "So I guess I'll call you 'secret gay'?" She shrugged off the fear and replaced the shifting with a sly smile.

"Please, don't." I sighed. "People would think I'm crazy."

Well, here in Korea, most Koreans don't support LGBT+ and think it's some kind of mental disorder. Well, I can't say I support it, but I don't really care or feel disgusted about it.

Humans can do whatever they want, it's their life.

"Oh, shut up." She let out a 'tsk', signalling her disagreement. "Are you saying I'm crazy for reading 'Killing Stalking' then?"

"That's not what I meant!" I protested and raised my arms to form an 'X'. "I'm not judging you!"

"I'm kidding~" she purred.

"Hello~" a voice came in the room. "I'm back." Soyul appeared in the room with a cheery smile.

"Hey, Soyul!" The purple haired girl greeted loudly. "I never knew you were gay!" She joked and raised her eyebrows mischievously.

"W-what?!" Red tints appeared on her cheeks. "Renee, I'm not gay!"

"Why do you always blush when there's the word gay?" She pouted. "It's not like Yaoi equals to s-"

"Fertilization and reproduction." She blushed. What a weird way to refer the word 's*x'.

"Uhh... " Renee stared at her for awhile. "Suuuuure~"

"Anyway..." Soyul turned her attention from Renee to me. "Senior," she called as she walked closer and sat on the bed by my right hand side, which is opposite to Renee who is sitting by my left hand side. "How are you feeling right now?"

"I'm okay." I replied simply. "I'm sorry," her smile faded and her eyes are filled with confusion. "I didn't realize this was your bed."

"Why would you say sorry about that?" She laughed. "If I mind about that, I wouldn't have let you sleep."

"Thanks." I smiled. "How long have I slept?"

"For the whole school hours." Renee answered. "You really sleep a lot."

I turned my head to her so quickly, I think my neck just broke. But the shock covered the pain I felt.

Whole school hours?! Seriously?!