Twins but not the same

20: Broken

Alexander's POV

Fuck! I knew it. That was Andrea and not Adriana based on the way she moves and talk to me straight to the point.

Really Alexander? Yo' stupid and dumb? 'who are you?' i can't believe myself said that.

I left Adriana speechless in the court. I don't even know why i did that? I'm getting crazy in here and confused because of what happened.

And i saw her in the garden alone. i don't really love flowers and bullshit. I just came here cuz i'm sure she's here.

She's sitting beside a tree and i spyed on her without getting caught.

Is she crying?

'Hindi niya ako kilala? Pano yun? Na amnesia siya? O tuluyan na siyang nagbago?'

'Hindi ko siya gusto eh. Tinamaan lang ako. Para ko na rin siyang bestfriend eh.. tapos? Argh! Bat ayaw mong sumagot ha? itatapon talaga kita pag inisnob ako ng amo mo!'

and she's talking to a damn strawberry that i gave her..

'Naman ehhh *sniff* para na akong baliw eh hindi naman talaga! *cries again* anong gagawin ko?.. hoy sumagot ka! Ipapasalvage kita! Sige'

argh. I can't do this anymore. I didn't know what i did next but i stood up in front of her.

Adriana's POV

"Dadeee! San si Mame?!" tanong ko kay Daddy nung makasalubong ko siya sa may sala.

"Nandun sa kusina, Kausap si Andrea." sabi ni Dad at sinenyasan niya pa ako na umupo nalang sa tabi niya at hayaan silang dalawa dun.

"Itsura mo anak? May nangyari ba kanina? Ang saya mo ata eh. Lalaki ba yan?" sunod na sunod na tanong ni daddy sakin dahil kanina pa akong nakangiti.

Naman eh. Yung nangyari kasi kanina eh. Basta, alam niyo na yun. Tinatamad akong mag-explain.

"huh? Wa—"

*BOOGSH!*

at naputol ang sinasabi ko ng may mabasag galing sa kusina kaya dali-dali kaming lumapit ni Dad pero hindi kami nagpakita kina mommy. Sumilip lang kami at nagtago at nakita naming umiiyak si Mommy habang nakatingin si Andrea sakanya ng masama.

"DAMN YOU!" sigaw ni Andrea kay Mommy. "Could you please stop acting like you fucking care and you fucking know who i am!"

"But i do care Andrea.. can't you see i'm trying to hang on you, trying catch up—"

"Catch up from what? Ah i know.. cuz you've never been a mother to me. I didn't even know i have a mother. Since i was a kid, i'm all alone by myself."

"Don't say that! You already know i loved you.. i was watching you! You don't even know cause you only care about yourself. You're selfish and you are shutting the world down and taking people away from you! You're not socialize, that's why you feel you are all alone by yourself. You only think na sa'yo lang umiikot ang mundo!"

"Oh really? How could you even say that if you know that you were at fault.. all of this was all your fault in the first place!"

"You don't know how much courage i build up upon myself just to talk to you and what?! You come just to break some shits here in the kitchen! Can't you see that i'm trying to fix the shit out of you Andrea! Almost everyday, you come home with an issue. You always pick a big fight and arguments with some people out there! You think you are the boss! I don't even know why are you like that."