That hardest struggle in the morning
Is getting out of bed
Turning over the covers
Run a hand atop my head
The next step is to shower
Get ready for my day
Eat some food, pack up my things
Be headed on my way
After I arrive at school
And talk with my good friends
I head to classes, 7 hours later,
I'm leaving feeling dread
While I'm at school and in my classes
I often feel content
I feel at home, comfortable
But now it's all to end
Heading 'home' makes my head hurt
As I often feel alone
I lay downstairs on my bed
Fall asleep all on my own
The hardest struggle is looking in the mirror
And seeing someone who's not me
I've cut my hair, I've changed my clothes
There's no one else to be
I'm trying hard to accept myself
For who I really am
Sometimes it's quite difficult
But I'm doing what I can
I've tried my best to act for me
Instead of someone else
And when I'm called the proper name
I feel like my heart melts
I just guess that I'm excited
To be where I now am
With all the friends I have
And in my mind a plan
I'm happy where I'm going
And glad I'm done with my past
At least I know that I can rest
Peacefully, at last
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Anthology of Me and other various poems
Poesiathe first 6 chapters are the original project I did my junior year of high school, the rest are other poems I wrote at varying times from then 'til now.