THIRD PERSON's POV
"So Wonwoo, what statement or phrase have strucked you the most in the excerpt?"
. . . Searching for love, was the phrase that strucked her the most.
"I'm tasking you to write some reflections with the excerpt that I have given you. Just a paragraph is okay. After you write your entry, you can already go home." Saad ng kanyang counselor sa malumay nitong boses.
Ngumiti si Wonwoo nang bahagya at sinimulang kunin ang kanyang ballpen upang masulatan ang kanyang journal ng pinakauna niyang entry. Before she can write thoughts that started to overflow in her mind, she took a very deep breathe to release the hefty feeling inside her chest.
Sinimulan na niyang magsulat sa kanyang journal nang maramdaman niyang hindi na nanginginig ang kanyang mga kamay.
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Searching for love. . . Is the perfect thing to describe of what I have been doing all my life.
I am a wanderer, a searcher, an explorer. I want to find something new, to feel something I never ever expected, to see some change in my life that is slowly deteriorating—but still wanting to be retrieved.
In some ways in my life, I have never felt the perfect satisfaction. I wanted to change and do more of the things that will make me better.
From the story that I have read, the representation of the voices embodies you. He was searching for the voices, like he was finding himself—and so do I. I am also searching for myself that I have lost in a battle.
In order for you to be able to find yourself, you need to find something, something that is missing, something that is a part of your being.
In my case, I am still finding for my own self. I am still finding my purpose in my life; of what Wonwoo does.
There's a question that I really needed an answer to—where do you find you? Where can you find yourself? Where can you find your own voice?
When will Wonwoo. . .
ever find her own voice again?
I am Wonwoo, a wanderer, in a search for love—in a search for my own self.
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n o t e
+ fem!wonwoo
+ very angsty, read at your own risk for this book contains possible mature and triggering content, such as violence, rape and depression.
+ half epistolary, half narrative. this is a remake and an alternate universe of one of my very first stories.
+ wala masyadong pakilig moments sa una since nakafocus siya sa buhay ni wonwoo, though, i promise to serve kilig moments wherever and whenever i can, i gotcha guys 😊
and
to the people who loves to react in twitter, please put #wndrlst_mw, i'll reply to your reactions! thank you ❤
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03/22/2018
REPOSTED
07/21/2018
BINABASA MO ANG
Wanderlust • meanie
Short Story| empire #3 | genderswapped | DISCONTINUED "i'm a wanderer in a search for love." -in which wonwoo tries to find herself again after losing it in a battle with her own demons. will she ever find herself through writing letters to the person she lost...
