My Brothers Friend || Zach Herron

Why Why Why

*ZACH'S POV*
 Just friends, She needed help, I was being a good friend. Just a good friend, that was it.

Corbyn just told me that I wasn't aloud to like y/n. I don't know why I'm thinking about this, it's not such a big deal, I don't like her. 

I mean she is really cute and loving and seems like such a good person.
Wait what am I saying, you barely know her. Stop Zach, stop stop stop.
I walked back onto the kitchen to escape my thoughts.
"This is the one!!!!" Jonah shouted.
We put an offer on the house and we all went home. All the way home I couldn't stop thinking about y/n.
The way she walked into the kitchen, she just bounced in all happy. The way she just stood there all perfect. The way she smiled at me in the hall, how her eyes lit up when she talked about her brother.
jeez I need to stop.
My aunt pulled into the drive way. (I'm still not old enough to drive on my own)
"I will meet you in side, k" I smiled softly and looked out the window.
"Ok honey, don't stay out too long, dinner will be soon" She patted my leg and got out of the car.

I banged my head against the dashboard when she walked into the house.
Why Why Why Why Why Why
This can't be happening. 
I just got in with these guys, I can't ruin it with these guys. This is my chance.
This is screwing with everything.
"AHHHHHH" I screamed.
"Maybe I don't like her, maybe I am just thinking to much about this, maybe I just think I like her because Corbyn said I couldn't. Yeah you don't like her Zach, you are just attracted to her that all, corbyn cant get mad at you for finding someone attractive" I started talking to myself.
"Great now I'm talking to myself" I threw my hands in the air before getting out of the car and going inside.
I wonder if Corbyn is gonna talk to y/n. Oh gosh, if he does is that gonna make it awkward between us.
Just stop Zach. Just stop thinking about it and act normal.
***

Dinner was weird, me and my aunt were never super close. We hung out at family events but she didn't have any kids so this was a big change for both of us. The past week she has let me do my own think which I appreciate. She said something about seeing how things play out then establishing rules. It didn't make any sense but I wasn't gonna argue. 
"How was your first day?" she tried to get me to talk, but my mind was somewhere else. 
"oh um it was good" I shoved my mashed potatoes in my mouth.
"that's good, that's good" she nodded and sipped her wine.
"I'm gonna go for a walk if that's ok" I stood up and cleared my plate 
"Yeah that's fine, don't be out to late though" 
"I just need some air" I pulled on my shoes and grabbed a jacket just in case. 
I needed to just think.
About everything but y/n, i'm just attracted to her, any guy would be. I need to calm down and stop over thinking everything.