Hurt And Confused

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That night I was lying in bed thinking about the kiss. I could still feel it on my lips, I don't know if I want to fall for Zach, do I want to be with him.
He shifted and I took a sharp breathe in.
"Y/n?"
"Yeah?"
"Are you ok?"
"Yeah"
"Ok, why are you awake?"
"Couldn't sleep"
"Is everything good?"
"...Yeah"
"Ok"
I paused and sat there in silence
"Zach?"
"Yeah?"
"I think we should go home tomorrow"
"Are you sure, I thought we were having fun?"
"No, trust me, so much fun, it's just I really miss Corbyn and we have to go back sooner or later."
"Later"
I giggled
"Zach, I want to go home"
"Yeah ok" I could hear the sadness in his voice "but after lunch"
"Yeah ok"
He threw the blanket over my face
"Well now I'm up!" He walked around the room and put sweats on.
I sat up and stared, at his perfect abs and back muscles. I got up and walked past his, grazing my fingers over his stomach. He smirked to him self.
Downstairs I was putting cinnamon rolls in the microwave. I swear I gained like 10 pounds, due to the fact that all he have has was junk food, cookie dough, premade cinnamon rolls, and loads of ice cream. Then all you basics like flour sugar and spices.
"So what do you want to do today?" He asked coming into the kitchen, still shirtless.
"Hmmm?" What did I want to do, what I want was for us to talk about what happened last night "swim?" Was all I could say
"Yeah sure"
"Wait, I don't have a suit"
"Oh, well we can go shopping"
"Well that is gonna take a while since we arnt in a good spot, there and any stores around"
"Oh, well then different idea"
"How about we pack and then go home" his face fell "we can get lunch on  the way home"
"Yeah I guess" he went to go pack what he brought, which was nothing since we came up here on a whim.
***
We were at the mall food court eating dairy queen, just talking about random stuff.
"Ok, Shawn Mendes or Charlie Puth?" He asked me with a serious tone in his voice
"Charlie Puth" I said without hesitation.
"Ok you need to leave, I'm sorry"
"Don't tell me what to do" I laughed.
"Ok fine, here's the real test." We leaned in close. "Why don't we or one direction"
"Um one direction, I have never even heard of this why don't group you speak of" I looked down at my burger.
"Ok that's it" he grabbed his jacket and stood up.
"No I'm sorry" I stood up and threw myself on him like a koala
"So you agree that we are better?"
"Oh, no. No no no. Don't be stupid" clung to him as he sighed "sorry but I have been a fan of them since the dawn of time and you, well I can't like you guys cause you are my brothers band, so I'm sorry I just can't" he carried me to the car as I gave my explanation. As we reached the car, he set me down and looked into my eyes
"Well that's to bad"
"Yeah it is. But I mean it's not that hard when one direction is the best boy band out there and you guys don't even stand a chance" I raised my shoulders and got in the car.
***
We pulled up to the house. I suddenly go really nervous
"Your gonna be ok" he squeezed my knee
"Yeah"
We got out and walked to the door, before we could do anything it was flung open and I was pulled into the house without question.
I stood there not moving as the boys hugged me, Zach just walked in and sat on the couch and started to eat the popcorn that was on the table.
"Is that my girly!?" Cristina came running down the stairs
"Baby!!!!" I ran to her and gave her a huge hug "when did you get here?!"
" last night, Corbyn thought you might want some girl talk!"
"Yes!"
We ran upstairs and the boys just stood there in the entryway. Daniel looked hurt that I ran away a from his hug, Corbyn looked happy that his plan worked and Jonah just looked confused on what happened, he must not have know Cristina was here.

*Zach's POV*

"So you guys were up there for a while?" Corbyn came and sat down on the couch
"Yeah. We were having fun" I shrugged
"Did you do anything?" He eyed me kind of funny
I kept still and acted like I didn't hear him, I didn't want answer that.
"Did you hear me Zach "
"Might have kissed her" I mumbled as I got up to go to the kitchen
"What!?"
"She kissed back so what's the big deal"
"The big deal, is that she is hurt and confused "
"Corbyn-"
"No I don't want another one of my friends hurting her so back the heck up and leave her alone" he walked out of the kitchen.
Leave her alone. I don't want to upset Corbyn, I have to forget about what is going on in my chest, it's probably all in my head anyway
Just then y/n Walked in
"Hey, I was wondering if you wanted to go to the beach later?"
She said getting close to me
Remembering what Corbyn said " Nope sorry I cant"
"Why not?"
"I don't feel like it "
I could see the confusion in her eyes but I has to, it's what Corbyn wants
Before I could say anything else I walked out and into my room
This is gonna be hard

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