My Brothers Friend || Zach Herron

Ever again

*corbyns pov*

She Did it
Gosh I told her not to
How could she
Why
How
God I'm gonna kill him

*y/n pov*

He sat there staring at me, I could see the hurt in his eyes.
What have i done
I regret ever leaving
Wait
Do i really?
No i don't
I like Zach
that has been determined
"I'm not sorry for what I did" I was staring at his eye.
"What did you do?" He was getting angrier.
"I didn't stop him, I kissed back" I looked him dead in the eye to make my point.
"What the hell!?"
"You can't control me corbyn!"
"I told you not to!!"
"I don't have to listen to you when it comes to this stuff!!" I lost it. Yeah Corbyn was there for me, but he can't control every part of my life.
"Remember what happened last time I stayed out of 'this stuff'!"
I paused, he had no right bringing that up.
"Zach is different! If he wasn't you wouldn't be hanging around him!"
"Fine but if you get hurt!"
"What!"
"I'm not gonna be here for you to cry to" he got up and left the room.
Maybe we was gonna hurt me
Oh gosh what have I done
Why are boys so confusing!
I just walked upstairs crawled into bed and was asleep before I knew it.
***
I'm  hot
Why am I so hot
I was still wearing Zach's clothes, normal I sleep in my bra and spandex, this felt like winter clothes.
I walked downstairs and Corbyn and the boys were sitting at the table.
"Good morning boys!" I was pretending to be chirpy and happy as I smiled as I opened the fridge and grabbed the milk.
"Good morning y/n" a mumble came from the table.
I looked at Zach who was staring at his hands. Then I looked at Corbyn who was glaring at Zach.
Oh geez
Why 
I messed up so bad
Why was this a bad thing I can like who I want
Wait do I like him, no I like jack, he just happen to be there for me when I needed. It was a moment of weakness.
I felt someone tugging on my sleeve, I looked down and saw jack standing up and pulling me upstairs. He took me into the bathroom and sat on the toilet lid then patted the side of the tub.
"Talk" he was serious.
"What?" I played dumb.
"Why is everything weird between Zach and corbyn"
"Oh, um. Me and Corbyn got into a fight"
"About what"
"Um he thinks that me and Zach have some sort of....." I couldn't think of the words to say to describe what he thought.
"Something more?" He helped.
"Yeah, and I got mad and we got into a fight. I told him I don't want him to leave, he got mad and yelled at me and I yelled back, then I walked out" he sat there staring "I was walking and I ran into Zach, he told me to come home with him so I did. It was gonna be harmless." 
"Did somthing happen?"
"Um we made out for a little while, until I realized what was happening and left."
"Wow"
"Yeah, and when I came home Corbyn got mad now he really doesn't like zach"
"So that's why they wont make eye?"
"Yeah I think so"
"Do you like him?"
"no" I really wasn't sure, but it didn't help that Jack of all people was asking this question "I like someone else but Corbyn doesn't get that"
"But do you like him? What do want, what do you think?"
"I mean, I met him yesterday" I really thought " I guess as of now its just infatuation and I was in a bad mindset last night. I need to get to know him better" I had finely said it out loud.
"Ok then" he got up and walked out of the bathroom.
Ok then?
That was weird
I walked down the stairs and I got stopped by Zach halfway down.
"Can we talk?" He asked
" Uh yeah sure"
What does he want
"So what happened last night?"
"Um, we made a mistake, that's what happened" I looked at my hands.
"Really?" He got closer "it felt to good to be a mistake?"
"Yes Zach it might have felt great but it can't happen again" I could feel his breath and was getting nervous.
"Why not? I thought that we had like a moment" he looked hurt.
"Corbyn told me not to, so it can't happen again, like ever again." I pushed past him. I feel like I hurt him, god that hurt me as well. He was so sweet, I felt like he really liked me.
I walked into the kitchen and eat my cereal then went to school without out talking to the boys. I had to tell Grace all the crap that has been going on.