I turned around and looked at him, he looked at me and let out a sigh. "Amal.."My lip trembled as my hand started to shake, he took a step closer to me and took a hold of my both hands.
"I-It's a-all my fa-ault."
He let out a sigh, his thumb made circles against my knuckles. "It isn't."
"I sh-should of done something, I should of made sure he was al-alright."
"What could of you done?"He said as he looked at me. "Nothing, there is nothing you coulda done. These thugs just happen."
I sniffed. "How come when things like this happen you are always there?"
He shrugged his shoulders and titled his head a little to the side. "I don't know, I guess am."
I let out a sigh and looked at him. "I'm sorry about the things I said, you've always been there for me and you need to chase your dream. I was being selfish."
"You had every right to be selfish because everything you had was ripped away from you."Chris said as he looked at me. "And it wasn't fair, I was being selfish as well I'm sorry and sorry about that kiss."
"It's okay, I guess we are okay now?"
"Yeah we are now let's focus on Cyrus."Chris said as he squeezed my hand.
"I-I can't go back in t-here."
Sebastian walked out of the room, his foot wedged through the door as he looked at me and Chris. "Amal, are you going to come in?"
Chris looked at me weirdly then looked at him. "She's coming."
"I-I can't."
"That little boy in there need his mother more than anything right now."Sebastian said as he looked at me. "You can do it."
"A-Are you sure?"
Sebastian and Chris nodded. "Super sure."Chris said with a soft smile on his face. "You've been through worse then this."
"And it's going to work itself out."Sebastian added with a nod.
I nodded, I let go of Chris's hand and walked to Sebastian. He looked at me with a soft expression then he moved his foot and I walked into the room to see him there.
I stood at the end of the bed and looked at him, that's my baby there.
The doctor looked at me. "We are going to the best we can."He said as he touched my shoulder. "We aren't going to give up."
I turned over my shoulder and looked at him. "Thank you."
He nodded. "I would like to steal you for a second to come with me and tell your family about getting tested."
"He isn't going to be alone in here is he?"
"The nurse will be here in a second to up his dosage."The doctor answered.
I nodded then the nurse came, I left with the doctor and Chris and Sebastian followed me into the waiting room.
Anouk and Richard were sat down on the chairs with Joel sat with them. Royce was sat on the floor, his back leaned against the all wall where as Maluma's face was buried in his hands and sat down on the floor.
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New Journey
FanfictionSequel to Like we used to. Please read that before you read this! Thank you x Amal and Zabdiel are together supposedly to be happy family but hurdles come over the way so how will this new chapter of their lives take off? The journey that they are s...