Forbidden Love: What's the worst that can happen? - Jimin x Reader

Part 6: Confused

Y/N P.O.V:

Today was a day, after detention Jimin drove me back to the house before heading off again.

The entire drive home was awkward, we sat in silence with the only sound coming through the radio which was old jazz music.

I don't really know where he went off too but didn't mid because I needed some time to process my whole day.

Okay so my mum woke me up and helped me get ready for school, then Jimin came downstairs in uniform, after that we bickered for a bit then we all went our separate ways, when I got to school Taehyung ran off and Jimin disappeared, I got lost and met Jungkookwho ended up my friend, then class started and Jimin walked in.

That was about the point when everything started going bad, in the second half of the lesson Yoongi texted me asking who my friend was -obviously Jimin told him- and then I went to respond but Jimin gave me a detention and took my phone off me until after school.

After school came and the entire class left leaving me and Jimin, I waited for my work then Jimin came over...

He got really close to me and I got flustered...

I remember not knowing what to do...

But that's it, i'm not 100% on everything else because what I think happened is unlikely, like he wouldn't tel me not to call him my brother, actually he'd normally encourage it.

He also wouldn't call me... what was it? K..kitten I think.

I'll just ask him when he comes home, I'll take a shower first then i'll confront him.

Maybe then I will understand what i'm feeling more because as of right now I don't know.

Jimin P.O.V:

Today didn't go exactly how I expected but I suppose that's for the best.

After seeing how confused and shy Y/N got I found it hard to stop my self.

When class ended I went over to her, and she sat there waiting for me to give her something to do following me with her eyes until I sat in front of her which is when she got shy.

Seeing her avoiding my eyes drove me insane, I wanted to kiss her there and then even though I knew I shouldn't.

I slowly was losing control of myself so I tried to talk to her but then she called me her brother which made me mad, if she knew the way I looked at her she wouldn't be calling me that; if she knew the real me she'd be scared.. and that's the last thing I want.

Every other female I ever met instantly fell for me or they would give into my charm in a matter of seconds, Y/N on the other hand didn't, and I don't know why.

So instead or returning any of these women's affection I just hooked up with them and then would leave it at that, breaking their hearts to try and fill a void in my heart that had never wanted anyone in it.

Y/N is someone I don't want to hurt, she's my step sister and I should be adopting her into my family loving her like my brothers but I can't do it, a part of me wants her but I don't want to hurt her.

When I realized how out of control I was I panicked, so I just gave her back her phone then I drove her home trying to keep my cool, which is harder than it may look.

After that I went straight out not sure on how I could stop myself if she spoke to me again tonight; Knowing that Jin, Taehyung and Yoongi would do nothing to stop me.

What is it about Y/N that drives me so insane?

Why does it have to be her?