Forbidden Love: What's the worst that can happen? - Jimin x Reader

Part 25: Thoughts

Jimin P.O.V:

Y/N should be going out with people closer to her age, even if the gap between us is just a few years.

I shouldn't have gotten more mad when she said she was talking to Haru and Taylor, she should be around people from her class.

I just couldn't help but get mad after a hour of worrying.

Seeing her cry made me feel like shit, worse than I feel anyways.

I should just leave her alone and let her live her life.

After talking to her tomorrow I'm going to distance my self it's for the best.

I'm just going to have to try harder than I have done before.

She deserves better than to be dealing with me.

I want the best for her.

Y/N...

I'll be here for you when you need me putting my own feelings aside becoming a person you can trust and a stone you can lean on...

I want to become a better person for not only you but myself too so I can be what you deserve and someone we can both be proud of...

But I need to let you go, if there's plans for us somewhere you'll come back to me...

From tomorrow on I'll do better making the change I intended from the start.

That's how much I love you.