Forbidden Love: What's the worst that can happen? - Jimin x Reader

Part 32: Late night thoughts

Y/N P.O.V:

Sleep.

That's all I want.

But nope, life can't be easy and let me sleep like a normal human.

Nope.

Instead I can't sleep because I'm thinking so much about Jimin.

Park Jimin...

He so strange, it's cute.

He fell for me?

What does that even mean in this sense.

Why can the just like me, why'd he have to fall?

Is that better or worse?

If he liked me anyway it means I made a impression and it stuck but if he fell it means he tried not to but still did.

I guess it does make sense since he tried avoiding me but it also doesn't...

I just want to know what's going on in his head...

His heart.

I want to know-

No I NEED to know if he was being serious about returning my feelings or not.

Park Jimin now isn't a time for playing around.

I need to know.

No more confusion just the the truth.

The truth...

Now that's something I longed for after lying to myself for so long...

I'm in love with Park Jimin, head over heels in love and no matter how much I deny it my feelings won't change.

Damn it he makes me so desperate.

Desperate for his attention, desperate for his affection, desperate for his love.

Maybe sleep isn't all I want, maybe it's him too.

But I refuse to admit it until i'm sure.

Maybe what he said was spur of the moment, he could've not even meant it at all.

I need to stop with this thinking about this and get some sleep, I have school tomorrow...

Or in a few hours now...

Fuck.

Jimin P.O.V:

I hope I haven't just fucked this all up.

I love her...

All I can hope for is that she feels the same.

I never thought i'd tell her how i'd feel because I never thought i'd have the chance but now a weights been lifted off my chest and a heavier one placed straight on my heart.

Is there a way of us actually both being together?