Self Loathing (Dr. Alto Clef x Reader) | An SCP Fanfiction

It Happened Once, It'll Happen Again

Warning: Mentions and suggestion to sex is displayed in this chapter below. Lil' Cleffie ends up doing something to the reader that will fuck with their emotions. YOU HAVE BEEN WARNED ASSHATS!!!! AAAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA!

*Ahem* On with the chapter.

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(Y/N)'s POV-

He pushed me up against the wall, biting my neck.

Let's go back to when this all had started.

~Flash Back~

I was walking back down to Alto's office, having already been done with the paper work he needed, and all of the God damned shit he didn't do. It's annoying, yes. But you get used to it.

The crude remarks, sexist comments, it get's on my nerves. But, I got used to it. He will merely use it as ammunition. Besides, I can see what he's thinking. Well, hear. 

I get to the office and open the door only to see. . . Clef . . masturbating.

"What the hell?!" I covered my eyes quickly as I screamed. My face heated up as I'm most likely noticeably blushing right now. "Clef! Why?! Why here?!" 

He panted. "Well, if you hadn't walked in, you wouldn't have had to see." He gave a dark look towards my way, but I can hear what he's really thinking. 'Fuck it, I'm fucking them.' He ended his debates in his thoughts. My face heated up even more as I tried getting out, only to find myself in front of him.

"Clef, let me out." I demanded, seeing if it was okay to uncover my eyes. Nope. He had no pants on. Or boxers. 

"Nope." He merely replied. Then slammed me into the wall, locking the door in the process.

~End of Flashback~

He kept nibbling and biting my neck, trying to find the ever so infamous sweet spot that everyone loves. 

I whimpered. God damn it, he found it. 

I felt him grinning against my skin, his erection poking my thigh as I moan ever so softly. He was right next to my mouth so he definitely heard it.

He started sucking, biting, and licking. Then he fucking bit. 

This turned me on. A lot.

I moan a little louder this time, I was afraid someone would hear. Apparently, Alto didn't care, because he didn't budge when I put my hands on his chest. 

He took my hands in one of his and pinned them above my head so I couldn't move him. "No one will hear." He assures. I started panting when his free hand came up to my hot groin. He smirked at me, "Wow, a masochist? Never knew you'd be the type." He commented, I merely glared at him before moaning lewdly as he stuck his hand down my pants, underwear and stroked my groin.

"Damn it, Alto. ." I muttered out. He grinned and looked up at me, his hat shading his eyes. He kept rubbing my lower regions as I threw my head back in ecstasy. 

"What do you want me to do, Sweetheart?" He asked in a sinister, yet lustful, voice. He twisted the hand that was on my groin and I moaned loudly.

"Fuck me. . please. ." I begged. He groaned and pulled my jeans down along with my underwear. He put his erection towards my entrance and slowly shoved it in.

I groaned in pain and pleasure as it went in. He started playing with my chest, tracing shapes as he waited for me to get used to it. I bucked into him and he just started pounding.

It went on like this till we both had our orgasms. We stayed in the position we were in with him having me in his lap and stroking my hair. Tears rolled down my face as I knew that it wouldn't last that long. But, maybe I'll do this for him if he ever feels stressed.

Yeah, that'll be it. May fuck with my emotions, but hey, at least I'll do something great for once, right?

Yeah. Right.

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Alto's POV-

I watched as tears rolled down their face as they thought. I got them dressed and told them to just sleep as I picked them up and strolled out the office. 

I need to take them to their home. 

I felt eyes on me, but I didn't pay any attention toward my co-workers. Some of the females scoffed, as did some of the males as they saw (Y/N) in my arms, asleep. I glared towards them and they immediately stopped.

This fucked with their emotions, and I knew it. It was cruel of me to do that, but I couldn't help it. 

I put them in the back seat of the car, laying them down and securing them with some of the seat belts. I got in the drivers seat and looked through the rear view mirror before starting the car and taking them home.

It wasn't a long drive. I knew where they lived, I did have to pick them up everyday. Soon enough I'm in the drive way, taking them up the steps and into the house. 

I walked into what seemed to be their room, and lied them onto the bed. I began to walk away from them when a hand caught my arm. I look back to see (Y/N)'s eyes looking up at me, "Please, stay the night?" They asked. I sighed, but obliged.

"Fine." I took my shoes off and lay down next to them, wrapping my arms around them.

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Word Count: 884

Author Inspired: oXEndlessXo

A/N: Hey, guys. Yeah, I kinda had a hard time writing the sex part, because I usually don't write that kind of shit. Anyways, I hope you enjoyed.