Self Loathing (Dr. Alto Clef x Reader) | An SCP Fanfiction

Aftermath

{REDACTED} Hello, everyone! So, before we get on to this chapter I just want to say. . .

HOLY SHIT! I've honestly never gotten 104 reads before! This is fucking amazing! Thank you! I hope you all like this book, I plan on keeping it going for a little while. Hell, who knows. I may even write another book based on this after this one's done. Anyways, ON WITH TI STORY~!

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(Y/N)'s POV-

I walked all over the facility: doing my work, observing SCP's, and so on. Anything to avoid Alto. I didn't want him to think of me as clingy or annoying, especially after that. I knew I couldn't avoid him for that long, he is my boss after all.

I looked around the office to see if there was more I could do. Anything to get out of there, so I ended up pacing. And pacing. And-

"I suggest you tell me what the hell is wrong with you before I make you do so, (Y/N)." Clef walked in, scaring the living shit out of me.

"I- well, - uh um. . I just need to do something!" I rushed out my words, when I tried walking out he stopped me.

"Really? That move? I've seen it a dozen times. Somethings on your mind, so what the fuck is wrong?" He looked at me, like he didn't have a care in the world. Sure, I can read his mind, but he's ended up blocking me out.  Yes, that can happen. No, it does not happen often.

"I really, uh, need to get back to work, Dr. Clef." I replied back, he merely sighed and mumbled something under his breath before going back and playing something on his ukulele.

I walked out of the office and let go of the breath I was holding. Okay, make it through the rest of the day an- "Hey, (Y/N). Come here for a minute." Oh god damn it!

"Coming, Dr. Bright!" I reply in a hurried tone, rushing over towards him. "What do you need?" I ask, impatient.

"Well, you see that SCP over there?" He referred to SCP-049. I nod.

"Yeah, why?" 

"Well, I need you to poke him with a stick." I gave him a look. 

"And why the fuck would I ever poke the most mature SCP in the foundation with a fucking stick?" I asked him, giving him a look that said, 'I am not doing it.' 

"Testing." He simply said. I sighed.

"Get a Class D to do it. I'm not going to take the risk." I told him.

"Yeah, Jack, that and I'm not allowing it." yet again, came in Clef, from no where. How? I don't know. Well, I do, I just don't want to explain it to myself.

"Yay! I get off Scott free from this!" I cheer quietly to myself, Clef merely chuckles at my reaction.

"Awe, but Alto! It'll be funny!" Bright complained.

"Not with my assistant it wont be. I'm not allowing it with them. With Class-D, I don't give two shits." He told Jack off, as he turned to me.

"You." He stated, "I am going to have a chat with you later. . .er." What the hell does that mean? I nod and start walking out before he grabbed my shoulder, "Oh, and Honey? I may not know what you are, or what you're capable of, but that 'chat' between us isn't only going to be about the tension." He patted my shoulder and sent me off to do my paper work.

"Guess he's stressed out. . . welp. I'm going to do what I promised myself." I talked to myself, so what? It's normal. 

I walk around and get my shit finished.

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I walk back down to the office that Clef resided. It felt slow, the whole walk there. Just, slow. And all of a sudden, I find myself in front of the door. I take a deep breath in, and let it out. 

Opening the door I see. . . nothing. I sigh, closing and locking the door and turn around, only to see Alto standing there with a grin on his face.

I jump into the door as he backs up and beckoned me to follow him. I give him a weird look as he walks down the hall, but follow him anyways. We end up walking out to his car and get in.  He took out a cigarette and lit it before starting the car, and driving off. 

I noticed we passed my home, and looked at him, confused. Then it hit me. He isn't going to drop me off.

He's going to talk to me, then. . fuck me.

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