Self Loathing (Dr. Alto Clef x Reader) | An SCP Fanfiction

It Hurts

Third Person View-

You woke, looking around. Your head pounding, wincing and you tried lifting your hands but found cuffs and chains on your wrists and neck. You could only move to about a distance before the chains restricted you. You were restrained.

It hurt, a lot. Everything hurt. 

You looked around, finding a metallic box to your right, and in front of you both Kondraki and Bright were tied up. Bright was awake, you tried to speak out but that was cut off with a scream as you felt a knife plunge into your skin.

"Oh, that is a lovely scream. Do it again." The man behind you giggled manically, he twisted the knife making you scream again. It was unexpected. There were tears rolling down your face, you decided the next time he plunged that fucking knife in your skin to keep your mouth shut and don't make a sound.

He pulled the knife out, only to plunge it into your thigh. This time, however, you didn't make any sound. He twisted it, still you didn't make a sound. He grunted unhappily, pulling the knife out, he slashed your back over and over again. Tears streamed down your face, but you still didn't make a sound.

Metal on skin seemed to wake up Kondraki, as he watched with horror on his face. Seeing one of his comrades like this seemed to make him want to throw up. But he didn't. 

The man yelled, startling to two tied up researchers, and waking up the Reality Bender.

It should have been a bad move, if Clef could only turn the metallic box into Sand. He didn't have the energy to do anything but bang against the box, as he heard one of his friends being lacerated and prodded. He cried silent tears, only whimpering every once and a while.

Meanwhile, (Y/N) was having a hard time keeping the noises in. They grit their teeth to keep themselves from screaming and focused on their breathing. Then it stopped. The man had given up and went toward the other two that were tied up. They panicked. What was he going to do to them?

He dragged Kondraki's chair toward an area, Kondraki struggling to get out, and was met with a bullet to the side of his head. The man yelped and looked up.

"We are not harming anyone of them except them." A voice rang through the room as she gestured towards you. Confused, and consumed with pain, you looked at her. Who is she?

"But. . .but. ." The man started, but the woman wasn't having any of it. 

"No, Ricardo. It's either her, or your fucking life." She replied sternly, as she looked at Kondraki. "My apologies, Dr. Kondraki. Ricardo usually only ever does his job." Kondraki merely looked away from her, down at his feet. Who is she?

"D-Dr. Rein! I- i- I got bored with t-them a- a-nd-" He was cut off with a glare his way.

"Bored? You shouldn't ever get bored with someone. Especially them." She gestured again towards me. "Why did you get bored with them?" 

"They wouldn't scream! They wouldn't scream like the last two times they did so!" He crawled to her on his knees and bowed to her as she put her hands on her hips. "I'm sorry, please forgive me. ." She sighed and kicked him away from her before going towards (Y/N).

"So. Why aren't you screaming?" She asked them. They looked at her, dead in the eyes, as if testing her. She slapped them. "Don't look at me like that. I have a higher authority that you do an-" 

"And you have sealed your fate with a demon, Bitch." You smiled. Your eyes glowed silver, scaring her. "Do you think I'm scared? Scared of you? You think you have a higher authority, but I can summon multiple hell hounds right here, right now. I have the authority in Hell. You should be the one scared of me!" You were then hit with a tranquilizer. That only ticked something inside of you.

"No. . That's impossible. You can't be. ." She stuttered and sauntered backwards.

"That's right." You started to laugh, "You hurt them, you're gonna fuck with me! You are so dead, you cunt!" You broke the chains and cuffs around your wrists and neck. Spikes ran down your back, as horns curled up and out of your head. Your teeth growing sharper, claws growing longer. Your height grew two times as you growled and screeched. 

You grew to a terrifying demon, one of the more powerful ones as the two researchers looked at you, astonished. Everything started to fall, from the ceiling to the walls, caused by your screech. 

"The Fiery Demon. . ." Kondraki muttered. 

-Flash Back-

"So, Konny?" You were pestering Kondraki again as you gave him a book. "Can you read this? Not to me, but just for the fun of it? If you need me to, I can translate it." He looked down at it, reading the language just fine.

"No, I can read it." You looked surprised.

"Really? I have only met a few that could." He looked at you and sighed.

"Fine. I'll read it. As long as you leave me alone for a month." He made a deal with you. You cheered and shook his hand.

"You got yourself a deal!" You yelled as you ran out of his office. He sighed and read the book.

-End of Flash Back-                                                             

He'd seen a demon before, within the facility. But he'd never thought that one of his comrades would actually be the type of demon he'd taken a liking to. 

Bright looked as surprised as Kondraki, he too was forced to read the book, but had taken a liking to it.

-Flash Back-

"The Fiery Demon is able to let people read languages that are dead, including the Demon Language." Bright read aloud. He had been reading the book for a month now, and was half way done with it. He had taken a liking to the book that you had given him. In fact, he had ended up not bugging any of his co-workers for the whole month because of the damn thing.

"They let out loud screeches when they are driven mad, or angry. Or, when they have started a war between them and someone else. While most of them like to fight, very few just want to be in peace and have a family and a few friends." He read out, unknowing of the smiling presence behind him walking away. 

-End of Flash Back-

They looked at you, as Dr. Rein did something unexpected. 

She shot the metallic box. 

There was a yell and then silence. 

"Alto!" Bright yelled, panicking. He looked at you as you seethed. You looked at the Doctor, as she took a few steps back. The look of fear spread on her face as she immediately regretted what she had done. 

"Alto was the one in the metallic box?" She looked towards Jack, the look in her eyes. . emotionless. He slowly nodded, tears running down his face as you looked back at Dr. Rein. "You, you don't deserve Heaven. But you sure as fuck don't deserve Hell either. You, are going to be alone in the void for eternity." Your voice grew darker and darker, as a scythe formed in your claws. 

Raising it, she shot at you. But to no avail, she ran. "No! Please!" Appearing in front of her, she grew terrified. You lacerated her, she fell to her knees. "I-i'm sorry. . ." You decapitated her.

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Word Count: 1250

Author Inspired: xXEndlessXx