Self Loathing (Dr. Alto Clef x Reader) | An SCP Fanfiction

Meet Dr. Bright

Dr. Bright's POV- (Oh shit, a new person!)

Talking with my good friend, Alto, he gave me the information about the new AR. Apparently, they knew what Clef was thinking about and told him to stop. When he didn't listen, they fell to the floor clutching their head in agony.

"Wait, so what does any of this have to do with you?" I asked him in a snarky tone. He looked at me confused. Oh yeah, he usually talks about his depression, but also tells me he loathes himself. Usually, he just talks about himself. 

"What do you mean?" He asked, dumbfounded. 

I rolled my eyes, "Well, if you're talking so much about them, you obviously like them. More than an AR. And especially more than a friend. And don't you dare lie to me." He looked down and pouted.

"Okay, so what? It doesn't matter, does it?" He replied, sarcastically on the last bit. "When all the hero's fall, Jack. That's when it will all fucking matter." He strummed his ukulele, as I watched someone enter the break room. Folders under their arms, they looked tired.

"Hey, Alto. Who's that?" I point over to the strange person who looked at me, exasperated and annoyed. "Did they hear what I said?" Alto looked over to them, then back down at his Uke.

"Yeah, that's them. (Y/N). They can apparently hear everything you're saying, either that, or they're looking into your thoughts." He sighed as he played an A minor. I gave him a sound of approval as I looked over his AR. They seem to be working extremely hard, seeing the bags under their eyes. Their hair is a total mess, probably from running their fingers through it, there are dark bags under their eyes, and all and all, they look tired.

"Alto, don't you think they're working a little too hard and too much?" He looked at me, then over to his Assistant. He looked like he was narrowing his eyes.

"(Y/N)" Alto called them over.

"What?!" They took on a sharp, snippy tone, glaring over at their boss. He merely looked at them before going on.

"Take a break, Sweetheart. You need it." He told them while rolling his eyes.

"I can't, Alto, I have way too much to do right now an-" Clef cut them off.

"I will take care of whatever is left. You need to go into our office, lay on the God damned couch, and go to fucking sleep because I am not going to put up with an AR who can't even keep their eyes open." He told them off, while their eyes widened. I'm as surprised as they are, I've never seen or heard him say and do that before. Especially with one of his AR's. I mean, come on. This is Alto. He's usually the sexist jerk we all know and love.

To be honest, I've only seen him like this when he actually likes someone. Maybe, just maybe. .

"Fine." (Y/N) gave up on trying to argue with him and walked out of the break room, running their fingers through their hair and walking out the door.

"Wow. I've never seen you act like that in front of. . well. . anyone." I gave him my claim. He just looked at me with an emotion in his eyes that I haven't seen before.

Worry.

He. The Dr. Alto Clef. Is worried about his Assistant Researcher. 

Alto got up. "I need something to take my mind off of things. I'm going to go hang out with the King of the Boooterflies. Wanna join?" He offered with a sly smirk. I grinned and obliged.

This was going to be fucking funny.
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We are in deep shit.

Deep, deep, deep shit. 

With whom, you may ask?

Well, before I tell you, let's go back to when this had all started.

~Flash Back~

Clef and I leave the break room and go search for Dr. Kondraki. I think of all the hilarious things we may do to him. Then, I look over to Alto. He has that evil smirk on his face. The type of smirk that shows that he's going to get himself hurt, one way or another.

We walk in Kondraki's, or should I say King of the Boooterflies, office. He looks up and the look on his face tells us to either leave him alone, or we're going to get a punch to the fucking face. We didn't listen. 

Alto walked over and hopped on the desk. "So, Boooterfly King, what ya doin?" He smirks, knowing this will only piss Kondraki off. 

"My job. Now go away." Alto acted hurt for a minute, then had a mischievous smile spread widely across his face.

"So, you're fucking your job now? That's kinda strange." Clef new exactly what he was doing, and how he was doing it. It didn't matter if he got beat up or in a fight, because in the end, he got his mind off of things.

"Ew! Nasty!" I make a comment, only making the King of the Boooterflies even more pissed off than he already was.

Clef picked up a paper that Kondraki was currently working on, and that's when it happened.

Kondraki punched Alto square in the jaw.

Clef fell off the desk and looked down for a minute. Then smiled and chuckled, satisfied with the results he got out of the Boooterfly King. I grinned over at him and helped him up, we walked out after yelling, "Thanks for the entertainment, Boooterfly King!" and ran off laughing like a couple of psychos.

When we got back to Alto's office, (Y/N) saw his bruise on his jaw.

~End of Flashback~

And that brings us to now. They got extremely pissed when they saw the bruise but patched him up anyways, telling him he shouldn't get into fights like that. Alto looked over at me, grinning like an idiot.

I grinned back. Because you know what? That's what friends do. We stick up for each other, and do the stupidest things together. But, in the end, it's always fucking funny.

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Word Count: 1021

Author Inspired: oXEndlessXo

A/N: Honestly, I am sorry. I had a little bit of writers block then I remembered that Dr. Bright should be in this and then I had writers block again and then I remembered that Kondraki had punched Clef in oXEndlessXo's chapter and decided, fuck it. I'm gonna make it so that it's an actual scene. Except the reader gets a little pissed off with them. Hahaha, I'm honestly sorry.