Dear Ana,
I'm tired of crying inside
Tired of fighting my own mind
And denying the truthI'm done with crashing waves
Done with dancing on graves
And waiting for something greatBut beyond the rehearsed act
Inside cages of organs raped of courage
Wept hidden tearsA mask to disguise
Self-hatred inside
Coping by a knife
And letting go of lifeWhen did this all get so hard?
When did laughter
Become a challenge?
A sign of danger?
Of doubt?A single choice,
A flick of a blade,
Death awaits
But I'm too afraidDarkness is closing in
As I reach for a hand
Will this help be genuine
Or will I begin to descendWill you let her in?
Will you give me peace?
Let her save me from ruins
As everything ceases
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Heart to Heart
RandomJust your average girl facing the world and all the bad things that it has to offer. Songs and poems about the life she has and wishes she has.