Mistakes

|| Chapter 3 ||

Its either rise & grind or sleep and don't eat

Excuse my mistakes

June 17 , 2014

Layla's POV -

I woke up too the lovely side effects of getting pregnant . Running into the bathroom I hurled my guts into the toilet . After I finished I wiped my mouth brushed my teeth & washed my hands . Thank god its only once in awhile for me this time around . With Mari I threw up almost every hour and instead of gaining weight like most mothers I lost alot of weight causing me too have too swallow alot of pills daily .

With this one its different .

Ive actually gained 5 pounds within the first two months and as I enter my 5th month Ive gained all together about 25 lbs . Walking into Mari's room I checked on her . As I thought , watching Spongebob & eating Apple cinnamon Oatmeal . I laughed lowly at how well I knew her . "Goodmorning baby" I said as I kissed her cheek . "Shhhhh this is my favorite episode" she said . "Ooo , excuse me then " I replied back as I laughed and walked back too my room and into my bathroom .

I grabbed my favorite body wash , Burnt brown sugar and karite butter exfoliating body wash . I grabbed a new plush pink towel & washcloth & sat it all on the toilet . Then I plugged in my Mp3 player too my Surround sound speaker & Went too my Jhene Aiko Album . As I started the shower & grabbed my body wash & washcloth & got into the shower I sang along with her

Tell me what you say now?

Tell me what you say

Come again?

If you cannot stay down

Then you do not have to pretend

Like there is no way out

I shoulda never let you in

Cause you got me face down

And don't take this personal

But you're the worst

You know what you've done to me

And although it hurts I know

I just can't keep runnin' away

[Hook:]

I don't need you

I don't need you

I don't need you

I don't need you

But I want you

I don't mean to

I don't mean to

I don't mean to

I don't mean to

But I love you

Tell me what you say now

Tell me what you say?

You said that you would come again

You (said) that we would remain friends but

You know that I do not depend on

Nothing or no one

So why would you show up

So uninvited then

Just change my mind like that

Please don't take this personal

But you ain't shit

And you weren't special

Til I made you so