Save Me.

aftermath.

On the way back to the house, I watched the video Lai recorded, cracking up laughing at what she was saying in the background.
"Please send that to me" I say handing her phone back to her, still laughing.

"You really fucked up" Jahseh mutters under his breath.
"How the fuck did I fuck up? I fucked her face up, that's what I did fuck up!"
"That's my fucking point! She gon press charges on yo ass!" I roll my eyes.
"What ever just drop me off at a hotel"

He scoffed, "Hotel? You ain't goin to no damn hotel..you comin back home with me"
I turn my whole body to face him, about to say something but Laila cut me off. "Uhh, what the fuck happened?"

"I'll tell you later but right now I need to get away from him" We stop at a red light and I reach for the door but he locks it before I could open the door. I look over at him, pure annoyance written on my face. "Really?"
He just stares at me with a blank expression on his face. I unlock the doors but before I could even attempt to open it, he locks it back. We go back and fourth until the light turns green, then he zooms off towards the house.
•••••••••

We pull up to the house and I tug on the car door handle.
"Jahseh let me out I'm not playing"
He looks to back, and nods at Laila.
She manually unlocks her door and gets out.
I do the same but he locks it back. I look at him. "Are you done?"
"Are YOU done?"
"See this is exactly why I wanted my own place, so I wouldn't be stuck living with you in situations like this"
He just sighs and gets out. I take this as a sign to get out so I open my door and walk down the street since we did leave my car and all my stuff at the park. He runs behind me and picks me up, lifting me over his shoulder.
"Jahseh!"
He barges into the house and carries me up to the bedroom, throwing me on the bed. He pins my hands above my head, "You need to chill. I have to admit, what I said was fucked up but if I didn't have feelings for you, i wouldn't have pick you up from the park when you got jumped, I wouldn't have been there for you if I didn't care about you, think about that"

I stare towards the window with a sour face even though I know what he said was true as he continued.
"I'm sorry, I really am but the comment wasn't about you, it was just a inside joke that a friend and I have."

"Why didn't you just tell me that?"

"Because everytime I tried you'd be like 'I don't want to here it' 'No, fuck you'" He mocks in a high pitch voice. I sigh heavily as he laughs.
"Can you let me go now" I say pissed off.
"You not gon' hit me or nothing right?"
"Honestly I might" I nod my head. He cautiously lets go of my arms.
I smack him on the back of his head.
He kisses his teeth "bruh, I said I'm sorry"
"And I appreciate that but you should have told me from the beginning that it was a joke instead of letting it drag on like it did"
"Baby please forgive me" he wraps his arms around my waist and lays his head on my breasts. "Please.." He starts placing wet kisses on my chest, moving up to my neck. "Please. Forgive. Me." He says over and over between kisses. I try to fight the smile creeping on my face, but it's physically impossible.
"Okay fine, I forgive you" his head pops up with a wide grin on his face.
"Good, no-"
"BUT I'm still mad at you" I stated with an enormous smile on my face.
"You don't look mad" he chuckles. I force my lips down to make a frown.
"Alright, what do you want me to do to make you happy?"
"You shouldn't have to ask me what make me happy, you should already know"
"Alright, I'll make yo ass ecstatic tomorrow" he says standing up from the bed.
"Alright bet"