Save Me.

overcome.

What's poppinnggg??!

Jah😈🥰

Accept Decline

I just stared at my screen as my phone rang in my hand.
"Who's calling you" Laila asks.
"It's Jahseh" I reveal looking up and looking between the both of them deciding whether or not to pick it up.
"Well what are you waiting for? Answer it" Devin proclaimed.
"No don't answer it" Lai spoke up, "don't prove him right...don't go crawling back to him" Lai argued.
Before I could even think about it the call went to voicemail. I let out a sigh.
If he calls back I'm not gonna answer. If he calls back I'm not gonna answer.If he calls back I'm not gonna answer.
I keep repeating it to myself but I know I won't trust myself if he does call back so I make a hard decision,
I blocked his number.
"There, I blocked his number"
"So you're telling me that I got the shit knocked outta me, just for you not to patch shit up with him!" Devin raised his voice causing Laila to jump beside him.
"I just needed him to know he was wrong, to make him feel what I felt" he smacks his lips and rolled his eyes. He slowly but surely gets off the bed and limps out the bedroom door. Lai follows him out, leaving me alone in the room.
I'm in the right, right?
Yeah, definitely, you just lost all your friends and now no one loves or even cares about you. That's what you wanted right?
I sigh and sit on the bed. I guess I can log back into Instagram again.
I put in my info and log in. I instantly got millions of messages and tags, not bothering to read them cause they're mostly all hate.
I see that Jahseh posted something on his story. The curiosity in me instantly won as I clicked on his story.

I did the right thing.
This is what he deserves.
Right?..

So here I am, sitting alone and jobless in my bedroom.
This is what I wanted right?
Everyone that was in my life, are gone now.
This is what I wanted right?
With my heart still torn to pieces.
This is what you deserve..
Ding
I look down to my phone to see it lit up. I grab it and see there's an email from some media news instagram account asking for an interview on my side of the story.
Should I accept? I do want to start over and become my own person, not just some rappers ex.
I decline respectfully and lock my phone. I don't wanna leech off of X's fame or drag this situation any further but I do want to explain to everyone what happened so I go onto twitter and type down a short explanation but not including any names, besides mine and Jahseh's.
(I got writers block here 😒)
I ended it by accepting his apology but wanting stay friends and wishing him nothing but the best. I post it and log off.
Time to start a new chapter

I called Laila but ended up getting sent to voicemail. I called back a couple more times but nothing. I thought nothing of it and started to prepare something to eat for when she came back. As I looked through our kitchen, seeing what I could make into dinner, my phone started to ring. I looked at it and saw it was Seven calling. I picked it up and answered it putting her on speaker.
"hey mamas, how's tour?" I quickly ask, not giving her any time to talk about my response.
"Cancelled..cause I'm coming over there to beat yo ass" she hissed into the phone.
"What? Why?" I laughed.
"Cause y'all were my favorite cute midget couple, y'all was gone have little munchkin demon children!" She groaned.
"Can we please stop talking about this..I've left this situation in the past and it's time to move on now" I pleaded while pulling out some ingredients I need to start cooking.
"Alright, if you say so" there was a pause. "But I am coming out there though, they letting have a break to come back home"
"When you coming home?"
"In 2 days, I got one more show then I'm flying back to Florida and we goin out and Imma get you a new man!"
"I don't need a new man." I quickly clarify.
"Okay then you need a new dick to hop on"
"Alright Seven, end of discussion, I'll see you when you get here love you byyyee" I loudly rush out before hitting the end call button.
Step one for starting new: chase a bag

Warning⚠️: I will be changing some of the characters (except Seven and Derrick), so Emani, Devin and Laila. So next time I publish will be a new set of main characters. Sorry I keep changing them, the people who are them now just doesn't feel like they represent the characters well.

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