Save Me.

memories.

You can imagine Devin who ever you want him to be

As I woke up, I stared at Jahseh sleeping peacefully, faint snores coming from his slightly opened mouth. His arms rested around my waist as his head laid on my chest. I jumped as I heard pans clinking together from downstairs causing Jah to stir in his sleep and pull me closer before his eyes started to slowly open.

He lets out a sigh and lifts his head to look up at me then tiredly smiles.

"What?" I chuckle lightly, looking down at him. He just shakes his head and lays back down on my chest. I bring my hand up and play with his dreads. I start to think about what happened last night, wondering what why he was so upset.

"Jah?" He hums in response. "Why were you so upset last night?" Silence. "We don't have to talk about it, if you don't want to"
"I'm jus scared of losing you" he mumbles
"You're not gonna lose me, Jahseh" I caress the side on his face. He sits up and moves up closer to me so we are face to face.
"Promise?" He looks me in the eyes, seriousness written all over his face.
"I promise" he smirks and leans his face closer to mine. I held Jah's face in my hands as I connected our lips. I could feel a smile on his face as I moved our mouths in sync. The kiss was not as rough and full of lust as they are usually, it was gentle and full of love.
"I love you" he mumbles against my lips.
"I love you too" I quickly reply. He sits up and lays in between my legs. His hands moving down my body to the back of my thighs, lifting them up and wrapping them around his waist. He detached his lips from mine and kissed down my jaw, down my neck and to my collarbone, nipping and sucking on the sensitive skin. He grinds his hips into mine, his semi-hard on rubbing against my clothed core. I push his shoulder, making his body detach from mine and land next to me. I climb on top of him. He smirks up at me and grips my hips. You continued to grind slowly on top of him, his hips occasionally thrusting upward. I move my arms to take off my shirt.

The door to my room opens, "Mani your boyfriends gone but I made- THE FUCK ARE YALL DOIN'?!!" I look back at my grandma in shock, pulling my shirt back down. Before I can say anything she takes off her house shoe, runs next to the bed and starts ruthlessly hitting me in the back with it.
"AHH MAA!!" I scream in pain, getting off of Jah and running out the room and downstairs.
"Hey Mani, wants some breakfast?" Devin asks but I don't respond, I grab him and use him as a shield. Granny slowly made her way down the stairs, house shoe still in hand but in the other, she held onto Jahseh's ear dragging him down the stairs behind her. Pain etched all over his face.

"EMANI! Get yo ass over here, NOW!" She yelled as she noticed me behind Devin.

"What she do?" He laughs. BITCH! I'm about to die, that's no laughing matter!

"She was fuckin in my house! You not too old to get yo ass beat, Mani! Remember that!"

"We weren't doin none of that ma!" I cower behind Devin.
"Oh, so now you lyin'?
"Alright ma, calm down-" Devin tries to calm her down but it just makes her angrier. Jahseh's is just stuck standing there in pain as she tightens her grip on his ear.
"I'm not gonna calm down until I beat her ass" he looks back at me with a sympathetic look. He walks over to granny, leaving me fully exposed. She lets go of Jah and darts at me. Before she could get to me I run to the kitchen, screaming at the top of my lungs.

We ran around the house for about 10 min. before she finally gave up.

"You lucky I'm out of breath little girl cause I would've fucked yo ass up" she says out of breath, dropping her house shoe and slipping it back on before walking upstairs, mumbling to herself.