Save Me.

feelings.

I slowly open my eyes and sit up, rubbing my eyes. Memories from last night came flooding into my head making a big goofy smile creep onto my face. I look on the other side of the bed to see it empty. Getting out of bed, I walk out the bedroom and down the stairs. Jahseh and Ski are playing a game on the PlayStation. I walk over to them and sit in between them.
Jahseh pulled me into his lap, making me lean back so he could play the game in my lap.
"So are y'all...." Ski questions, pausing the game.
"No, we just friends"
"Hmm 'ight" He said not believing a word I said.
"Where's Lai?"
"Fuck if I know, prolly out getting HIV or sum shit cause she a cheatin' ass thot" He simply shrugged and continued playing the game.
"Damn, that's how you feel?"
"Yup" he paused the game and handed me the controller, getting up and heading towards the door, "Jah, imma go to the studio for a minute" Jahseh just nodded and Ski walked out the room. I sit up and turn towards Jahseh confused, "Did I say something I wasn't supposed to?" I questioned, he just shrugged, not looking in my direction looking kinda of pissed off. "Oh what did I do know?" He didn't reply. I swear these niggas get butthurt so easily. I sigh and lean closer to him trying to kiss his cheek but he groans and pushes me off his lap, "Nah, we just friends right?"
"Well we aren't dating so-"
"So what? We nothin' then? Last night was nothing?!" He finally looks at me, he face twisted up in anger.
"I didn't say that! Stop tryna put words in my mouth Jahseh!"
"What are you tryna say 'cause, I can tell you how I really feel but I need to know if you feel the same"
"Well then, Jahseh, tell me how you feel, enlighten me"
"I fucks with you, like dead ass- ion know how to say this without sounding like a little white girl in middle school.." I chuckle as all the anger in me goes away, "but I like yo ass"

Sorry it's short.