Save Me.

changes.

This chapters might be trash cause I haven't written in a while.

"Emani please open the door" Laila pleaded, trying to open the door.
After what happened, I came back to the apartment and just went straight to my room. I guess Lai got a hint of what happened by Jah's
posts.

Next thing you know, his fans are all over my page commenting horrible things, whether or not they knew what happened. Death threats left and right, saying I should just kill myself.
Now, I won't even be able to go outside without being noticed as xxxtentacion's ex-girlfriend.
"Emani!"
I lost the only person i could
sit down and talk to when I'm not feeling like myself, the only person that cared about me"
Nobody cares about you

"Ema-" There was a knock at the front door causing her to walk away from the door. I quickly got up from my bed and pressed my ear against the door.
I heard her open the door, I couldn't really hear, all i heard was Lai asking "Who are you?" And then a low voice mumbling something. There were some shuffling and then the door shut.
"Where is she?" A voice i was hoping to never hear again asked.
I unlocked my door and swung it open to see the man who ruined everything.
Devin.

"What the fuck are you doing here? Gonna ruin my life some more?"
"Look I didn't know that was gonna happen, I'm sorry"
"You're sorry? YOURE FUCKING SORRY?" I yell, roughly pushing him back. "It's too fucking late for sorry...what are you even doing here"
"I'm here to tell you what really happened" I cross my arms across my chest and wait for him to continue. "It was Derrick-"
"OH SHUT THE FUCK UP YOU FUCKING LIAR!"
"NO! I'm serious, he paid me to do everything that I did. You know I needed that money, I had no choice. That's why I came here, to tell you the truth and to keep you away from him because I know he's gonna do something to you" I shake my head in disbelief.
"I think you should leave, Devin"
"I'm trying to help you, Mani!" He steps closer to me.
"Well, you can help by leaving Devin" He just sighs and walks out the door.
I sit on the couch and bury my head into my hands. Laila soon joined me, sitting beside me and rubbed my back.
"I'm worried about you Mani"
"Don't worry about me, you got a little one on the way" I pause and look towards the ground. "I just need to get my life together, move on and focus on me but I can't even get pass the first step"
"Just take it slow, it's not a race to see who can get over who first"
"Your right, it just makes me mad that he didn't listen to me, the one person you're suppose to trust, go to for guidance. Like I don't understand, he'd rather listen to what's on social media than me."
"Then be mad at him, ignore him when he finds out he's in the wrong" I just nod my head, agreeing with everything she said.
She's just saying what you want to hear. She's sick and tired of your complaining.
"I'm gonna go to the store, you want anything?" I ask standing up and slipping on my fuzzy slippers.
"Nah, I'm good..just be careful, you know he got some weird fans out there"
"I know," I give her a hug "Thank you" I mumble on her shoulder
"No problem babe, just know I'm always here for you" I pull away from the hug and smile.
"Always"