Anthony Gabrielle, a 14 Year Old introvert who is trying to get rid of all the memories from her past, memories which still haunts her from now and the voices she's hearing. What is the source?
Edit: This story is to raise suicide and depression awa...
It was 9:47pm. Avenir was asleep and Reese was home. I was the only one up. My room has this balcony outside, 10 feet from the ground. I always stay there, take tea or hot milk. I stay there until 2am because it's very cold. Listen to this type of music as well. I have no problem in waking up early in the morning, well, it's because I have insomnia. It keeps me awake but I make the most of it. Cold nights are what I want with my best friend, but I don't want her sacrificing her sleep for me. I don't want to lose her.
Late night conversations are what I love. And every time my best friend asks how I am, I always rant about how much I hated life. About how people treated me like shit, told me to kill myself, told me I'm not worth anything. I'm in a co-ed school. So many things could happen there. I'm afraid of things and overlook future problems. "You should just enjoy life with me. I promise I won't leave you." Ashley says, every time I overlook problems. She's my pure source of happiness. She loves me and I love her back. She's special to me, and always will be.
It's 3am, I finally laid in bed because it was really cold already. As I lay there, I thought of Ashley. I texted her goodnight and I sent a picture of a meme that she loved.
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Laid in bed and waited for my alarm to go off.
The next day, I didn't see it coming. The only problem I wasn't able to over look. GUILTY.
